Macy

"A B C.... D E F G... H I J.. K L M N O P.. Q R S... & T UV... W X.. & Y Z!"

"Macy, stop we get it, chipmunk!"

"ONE MO..."

"Macy."

"Yes, Mommy! Yeeessaaassss!"

Nicki smiled and pulled her chair close to hers. They sat at the dinner table talking about their day and Macy was being rude because Marquez had been rude to her. She giggled and squirmed as her Mommy tickled her.

"No Mommy NO!"

"Are you going to stop?"

"Yep, I'll stop if you stop."

"No, are you going to stop Muffin?"

"Yes, YES!"

Macy sat up and played with the string on her mother's sweats. I'm a little tea pot.... Oh. She watched as she saw the baby's small fist go across her mom's stomach. She put her hand on it and waited for it to do it again, but nothing happen.

"Mommy, the baby left."

"No baby, it stop..."

"It? Why you don't call it a name?"

"Because I don't know if it's a boy or a girl."

"Mommy, Linda told me the baby was in water inside of you like a fish, and I learned that fish can turn into boys and girls, so what if its a girl and it turn into a boy, will it have two names?"

Everyone at the table howled out after she nearly spit out her statement like she didn't have time to talk. Nicki smiled shaking her head. What's funny?

"Baby, that's not how people work."

"Then what?"

"It will come either a boy or a girl. No changing..."

"Well in this day...."

"Licour."

She dead faced him as Macy stared at her to finish. She looked back at her and grabbed her face.

"When you get older you'll understand."

"So when I'm seven, you tell me."

"Much older."

"Don't forget cause I won't."

She stated getting off the chair and putting her plate in front of SB. He looked her over and put some peas and chicken on her plate.

******

"Macy, sweetie get up."

"Mommy, why? It's Sunday."

"You're going to church with Grammy."

"No, I want to stay here with you and Daddy."

"We're going too, now get up."

Macy got up and went to the bathroom. She stood next to the tub and waited for Nicki with her eyes still closed. Nicki walked over and started the water then sat on the tub helping Macy out of her PJs.

"Mommy, I'm tired and I smell good."

"Macy, do not play with me."

"Alright."

Macy stepped in the tub now staring at her mother with dark gray eyes. She looked over and grabbed her bath towel then handed it to Nic. Nicki washed over her small body.

"Mommy, I can do it myself. Daddy let me do it when you were at work."

"Oh, he did? Alright."

"Um huh."

~~~~~~

Macy walked down the aisles of the church with her hand in Nicki's and watched all the big hats around the sanctuary. She smiled at the few older women and men, who smiled at her. That lady has a big hat. She crawled across the pew towards a lady with a big yellow hat with silver lining in it. She smiled at the lady as she reached up and grabbed her hat.

"Ow.."

"Macy Tanya Samuels!"

Macy whipped her head towards Nicki and grinned while walking back to her. Nicki grabbed her arm and pulled her out to the bathroom. Macy frowned as her Mommy scolded her.

"Don't show out today and right now Macy."

"I just want..."

"You don't know that lady and you need to stop being so nosy."

"Mommy, I'm sorry."

"I love you babe just stop being so busy."

Macy nodded kicking her legs back and forth. She smiled as her mommy helped her down then they made their way back to the sanctuary.

"Mommy, where's everyone else?"

"At the top."

"I want to go to the top!"

"Shhhh... Macy."

Macy began to cry as the pastor began to speak. Nicki grabbed her hand and placed her hand over her mouth. Macy laid across her Mommy's lap. She listened to the talking of the preacher until she dozed off thinking about "God".

Macy opened her eyes to see the lady from earlier over her. She smiled at the lady's warm smile crossing her face. The lady was of dark color, flawless skin and pretty white teeth. Her smile was like Linda's, but tight lipped. Macy and the lady watched each other as the service came to an end.

"Come on baby."

"We going to see Dadd... DADDY!"

Macy hopped up into his arms and smiled as he tickled her. She giggled and squirmed. SB put her down then looked over to Nicki. She walked over to him and squeezed his hand.

"Baby.. I think it's time."

"What time?"

She looked down then back up to him. He made an O with his mouth and scooped her up as he tugged on Macy.

"Go Macy. We have to go."

"What happen?"

"Mommy's having the baby!"

"YAY!"

They raced out the door and to the car where the kids all sat in the car laughing and relaxing. Maddy looked over and stood up walking towards them.

"Get in the car, your mother's water broke!"

"Mommy's having my baby sister brother."

They entered the hospital and went straight to a room minutes after getting there. Nicki was laid on the bed with her legs up. The doctor's told her that she was showing no signs of labor and checked her out anyways while she was there. Everyone stood in the room as the doctor checked on the baby.

"Big Baby."

"Feels like it."

"Looks like it."

Maddy stated smiling over at Nicki. Nicki rolled her eyes as they all watched the monitor. The baby moved around as SB unintentionally put his hand on her stomach.

"Woah, he's kicking a lot."

"He?"

Nicki smiled at the doctor's slip up. Macy stood up and bounced around yelling that she had a little brother. Her excitement caused Nicki to smile and the Baby's heart beat to pick up as it look to be dancing inside her. They all laughed at the monitor and Macy.

The Kids

Licour

Layshun

Linda

Maddy

Macy

Marquez

Faree

I couldn't focus at work today. Nicki's on her way to abort my baby. She really is going through with this. Man, did I fuck up that bad? He looked at his watch and saw he had four hours before she headed her appointment with the doctor. He left work early, closing up shop then made his way home.

He sat in the driveway for over thirty minutes. He got himself together and got out walking to the door. He stuck his key and was hesitant about going in. What do I say? Shit. He walked in and paced the living room floor thinking about what he would say to her.

"Nicki, baby..."

"Naw, hmm.... Baby don't... Naw."

"Please don't..."

"No, fuck?"

He sighed deciding to wing it and speak from the heart. He slowly made it up the sixteen stairs, but turned around going back down becoming nervous. What if she already went early? What she's in there getting ready like this shit normal? No, I don't need to back down now this is for my baby!

He walked up the stairs and into the room to find her sleep without a care in the world. He looked confused as he looked around the room and saw that she had cleaned up and there was a baby bag by the door. He sat on the edge of the bed and sighed. He took off his shoes then jumped feeling something touch his arm. He looked back to see Nicki looking at him. She sat and patted the spot next to her. He shook his head then went back to taking off his pants. She scooted across the bed as he sat down on the edge. She pressed up against his back and kissed the side of his neck. He pulled away and grunted.

"Faree, can I tell you something."

"Are you aborting my baby?"

"Do you want me to?"

"What kind of question is that? Nicki, I been wanting a baby with you since we got married. Shit, when I found out, thought, you were pregnant by another, I was mad, jealous and feeling less of a man because I thought I couldn't get my own wife pregnant!"

He was crying and yelling as he spoke. She grabbed the side of his face and made him face her. He wiped at the tears on his face as the smile on her face became clear to him. He furrowed his eyebrows.

"You think this is funny?"

"No, I think this is sweet."

"The fuck?"

"I just wanted to get back at you for all the nights I sat up crying because you weren't here and how you treated me."

"You're so sick man."

"I'm sorry. I thought you would have gave in earlier."

"Naw, get off me..."

"I said I'm sorry!"

"You fucked, you know what, I'm glad you got yo lil game out the way... Now come here."

She scooted into his lap and sighed hugging him. He held her tight as he touched all over her back side. He rubbed through her hair, down the back of her neck, circles on her back and firmly gripped her ass. He picked her up then laid her across the bed. He wanted to see her. He needed to see her. He pulled her gown over her head and examined her bodied. Her face went red as he stared at her stomach. He went to remove her panties, but she shook her head.

"Faree no. I haven't..."

"I see, so what."

He pushed her hand out the way and pulled them off. He admired the hair on womanhood and rubbed it. She looked away then back at him as he spoke.

"I'll shave it if you like?"

"Fareeeeee!"

He could hear the shame in her voice, but if she didn't want it there and couldn't reach it, he'd help her out. He shrugged then went around the bed and unsnapped her bra. She looked up at him and notice the bulge in his pants.

"Wait, what are you about to do?"

"Nothing, unless you want to."

"I just want to cuddle."

He came back around and helped her under the covers. She put her hand up before he got in the bed and shook her head. He groaned then stood giving her an annoyed look.

"Get naked, Bwoy."

"Oh, alright."

~~~~~~

He looked around and set his eyes on Nicki's beautiful face. She looked to be peaceful as she slept. He put his hand on her stomach and felt the baby pressed against the side of her stomach. It seemed to be sleeping also. He got out the bed to piss and get ready to pick up the kids. He thought about the last three months and shook his head as he put on his sweats and a fitted T. God, my emotions need a vakay. He sighed feeling her small hands on his chest as he put on his shoes.

"Where are you going?"

"Get the kids, it's two."

"I want to go."

"Nic..."

"We want to go.."

She hummed pressing her lips against his neck. He groaned as she clawed his chest and left a mark on his neck then went for the other side. She lowered her hands and traced over his package. He moved her hand and fitted himself.

"Stop starting shit and get ready. You know Macy is impatient. Wonder where she gets that from?"

"Don't play me. She def got that from her father."

"Right."

"I'm talking about you."

She said pulling on a pair of thongs and leggings. She stepped up on the stool and grabbed one of her maternity Ts. It was one that SB bought and it said "Baby A Board". She stepped out in some cute heels that matched and smiled at him.

"No, not those shoes. Go change them."

"Noooo, baby these are cute with this outfit!"

"You got five minutes to change them."

She walked up to him and pouted while holding his hand in her hands.he looked away and shook his head. She sighed then slid out the shoes and put her pink flats on.

"So you just gone go tacky?"

"Yep."

"Don't get out the car."

"Hmm.."

They pulled up to the school and Macy stood outside looking annoyed. They were ten minutes late, but when she saw Nicki her attitude changed. She hugged her and chatted her up all the way back to the car.

"Daddy, You bought Mommy finally."

"Mommy was being a jerk to Daddy... Not my fault."

"Don't say that, Faree."

"You can say slick.. Alright."

She looked over at him, but he looked at the road and headed to Linda's school. They pulled up to the school and sat waiting for her to come out. SB grabbed her hand and kissed it. She turned his hand and did the same. Macy smiled.

"I want a husband like Daddy and be a wife like Mommy."

"Be like Mommy now, not the old one. You'll get niggas shot."

"What? It's not my fault.."

She mouthed "my pussy good and smiled. He shook his head. He pulled her face close, but Macy put her face between their lips. SB kissed her cheek while Nicki bit her cheek. Macy out of reflex slapped her and jumped back.in her seat.

"Macy!"

SB shouted looking at Nicki and rubbing her cheek. She silently cried and held his hand over it. Linda came to the car all smiles.

"Hey Mommy!"

"What's going on?"

"Nothing."

SB pulled out the parking lot and onto the street. Linda looked back at Macy and then to her mom. The fuck is up with Macy? Nicki need to stop fucking playing and whoop her ass.

"Mommy, I'm sorry!"

"What did you do?"

"I'm sorry Mommy! I didn't mean to."

She got out her seat and crawled towards the front. Linda tried pulling her back, but Macy kicked her and crawled between the passenger and driver seat. Nicki grabbed for her.

"Macy, Faree!"

Macy foot hit the gear stick and sent the car in drive. SB swerved to keep from hitting the cars in front of them. Yo? What the fuck? He braked coming up on the side of the park across from Maddy's school.

"Nic?"

"Yeah.. Ugh."

"Macy? Linda?"

"What the fuck is wrong with you Macy? You almost fucking killed us, stupid ass lil girl!"

Linda shouted hopping out the car. SB hopped out and grabbed her. She was shaking and crying. Maddy ran over and pulled Nicki's door open.

"What happen? OMG!"

"Grab Macy."

Nicki pushed Macy in her hand and got out. She stretched then walked towards SB and Linda. Maddy stood in front of Macy and asked what happen as the police pulled up.

******

Macy was sprawled out next to Nicki for the fifth night since the accident. She hadn't been to school that whole week because she wouldn't get in the car. SB got up and wiped the sweat from Macy's small face and kissed her.

"It's alright princess, you're at home."

"Daddy, Linda hates me."

She said startling him. He laughed himself jumping then picked her up. She wrapped her arms around his neck and closed her eyes. He went into Linda's room and laid Macy next to her.

"No, Daddy she don't want me in here."

"Macy, shhh.."

"Linda loves you."

Linda put her arms up and laid it over Macy. She snuggled next to her and kissed her cheek. Macy smiled looking at Linda, as she stayed laying down with her eyes closed.

"Macy, I'll always love you, I was just scared and upset. You could of killed us."

"I'm sorry."

"Sorry doesn't fix everything immediately and some times you just have to let people be mad."

"Um huh."

Linda opened an eye then closed it. Macy looked up at SB and held her arms up. He picked her up.

"I love you, Macy."

"I love you too, Lindy."

~~~~~~

Nicki walked up and down the stairs to get her exercise in. She listened to her iTouch and sang. SB sat on the top stair watching her. Every time she came up, she did some extra shit. She came back up on her last walk and stood in front of him. She took off her shirt, bra and handed him her iTouch.

"Come bathe me, I'm stinky."

"You smell fine."

"You would say that."

She stepped out of her sweats, well his sweats and waited for him to come take off her panties. He looked at her then down. Oh. He pulled off her panties. She started the bath water and turned towards him.

"You getting in?"

"No, I wasn't..."

"Okay, so you're getting in."

She stated looking him over. He smirked and leaned against the sink. I'm not getting in the tub with her. She grabbed his belt and unbuckled it. He grabbed her hands and shook his head.

"Yes! Faree do not play."

"I'm not playing. You like to tease and..."

"I'm not teasing come on."

"No."

She pouted. Not with her and this face. He grunted pulling off his clothes. She smiled big. She sat on the edge of the tub admiring his body. He kicked the clothes near the laundry basket then picked them up and threw them in. He jumped and grabbed his ass looking at Nicki as she laughed.

"I'm a man, I don't like that ass smacking shit. This not football."

"So, come here and help me in."

He picked her up and placed in the tub. She sat down and watched ad he got in. He sat down in front of her and laid his head back. The bubbles began to start as the jets pushed out water keeping it heated.

"Faree, why are you over there?"

"Relaxing."

She stood up between his legs and let the bubbles fall down her body. He watched as he stiffen under the water. I got to see that again.

"Sit down and stand up again."

"No it's hard.."

"Come on..."

She repeated the action as furrowed her eyebrows. He pulled her on to his lap and smirked kissing her neck. She slid down on it and moaned feeling him jerk a little. He massaged her breast and kissed her neck.

"Ma, open the door!"

"Ugh... Lay?"

"Yes, I have to show you something!"

"Let me up..."

"He can come back later, it's not that important."

She giggled at his annoyance. She pressed her lips to his and pointed to the shower. Man, this shit just not fair. He turned on the shower and unlocked the door. He got in the shower as Layshun made his way in the bathroom. Ruined my alone time with my wife.

Continue Her Games

Nicki was humored by SB's attitude with her. She did little stuff to piss him off. She was now digging in her plate of wings and eating his curry goat. He sat next to her staring at her annoyed. She pulled on his shirt and held the spoon full of rice to his mouth. He bucked his eyes then tried to roll them looking like a fool. She shoved the spoon in his mouth and kissed him.

"Nic can I get my food back."

"Nope. You should of brought me some too."

"You asked for chicken wings."

He dead faced her as she shoved more good in his mouth. He's so cute all upset. Andrea came into their bedroom and laughed at the sour look on his face.

"Mama Nicki, we need to talk."

"I'm all ears."

"Ummm..."

"Get out, Safaree."

He went to grab his plate when she hit his hand and shook her head. He groaned then stomped out the room. Nicki smiled watching him leave mumbling and such. Andrea looked at her and raised an eyebrow as to why she thought it was so funny.

"What girl? Tell me what's going on."

"Please don't think I'm stupid, but I... I.... Jeez."

"I won't judge you. Tell me."

"I'm still in love with Marquez. I can't get him off my mind, but I just keep thinking of the many different females he has had since me."

"Have you talk to him?"

"I can't even look at him."

Nicki stuffed her mouth with curry goat, rice and some chicken. She looked over at her and pointed to the large drink that was SB's. She drank half of the full cup.

"Nicki, really?"

"Hold up. SAFAREE!"

"What?"

"Come here."

"Yes."

"Here eat this for me."

He looked at the half eaten curry goat, six wings and the plate full of rice. He frowned then walked back out. Ugh, he is being mad difficult. He know he want to be in here with me. She grabbed the remote and threw it at his back.

"Stop being an ass and come eat."

"Now you gone force me to eat?"

"Fine then starve."

"I will, you don't give a damn anyways."

"You didn't give a damn before!"

"You keep bringing up the past! I been trying to make it up, but you're being a bitch."

Nicki threw the covers back causing all the food to fall on the floor. Andrea stood back against the wall opposite of them as she watch Nic approach SB and slap him across the face. He grabbed his cheek as he sucked in air.

"What the fuck?"

"You take that shit back!"

"Hell no, who the fuck you slapping like that Onika, but..."

She swung on him, but this time he grabbed her arm and slung her towards the bed. She was shocked as her hands fell into the bed. QJ came in with Maddy and Linda behind him. Nicki faced him again and threw a jab to his face. He ducked and backed up trying to get away from her. QJ grabbed her and pulled her back.

"Get the fuck out Safaree!"

"I can't wait until fucking March. Matter of fact, I'll just abort it! You don't want it and I don't want to have your kids!!"

She screamed as he stood against the wall. Maddy was a mess and hugged him as he tried to get out of the house. Nicki smirked as she pushed QJ off her and went after SB. He was at the bottom of the stairs when she stepped into the hallway.

"You're fucked up, you know that?"

"Now you know how I felt! Being pushed away by own fucking husband! You wanted me to get an abortion when it wasn't yours, so what's so different now."

She watched as Maddy raced down the stairs to him. She jumped in his arms and cried.

"Please don't leave Daddy."

"Maddy get the fuck down."

"Daddy, please work it out."

"MADDY!"

"Leave me alone!!"

Nicki stormed down the stairs as SB backed up and carried Maddy out back. She followed behind them and fussed at Maddy yelling at her. SB and Maddy went to the game room and locked the door. He put her down and moved her hair out of her face.

"Mad Mad, I'm not leaving, I just need some time and your mom does too."

"Please don't leave.... Mommy's mean when you leave."

"Just stay out of her way and stop talking back."

"Maddy, baby, Mommy's sorry."

"Look, she's sorry, go talk to her."

"Come with me."

He looked sad as he pulled the door open as Nicki rolled her eyes at him and hugged Maddy. Maddy held her tight. Nicki cried into her hair as she began to feel bad for yelling at her.

"I'm so sorry baby."

"Um huh."

"I am."

SB crept out and went around the front to his car. He sat in the car and looked at the picture of Nicki in front of his gas meter. Man, I can't believe she'd do that to me. I hurt her that much? She would really kill our baby. He laid back and fell asleep while crying.

******

"Where is your mother, Darling?"

"In the kitchen cooking."

"Where is your Daddy?"

"I don't know. Him and Mommy had a big fat fight and I haven't seen Daddy since.... Yesterday."

Macy told her Granny. Mama Carol sighed and asked her to give Nicki the phone. She walked into the kitchen and handed her the phone.

"Hello."

"Onika, what's going on?"

"What are you talking about, Ma?"

"Macy told me you and Faree got into an argument."

"We did, but that's..."

"Nicki explain right now."

"He called me a bitch and pushed me."

"Oh, Nicki are you okay baby?"

"Yes, we're fine."

She sighed thinking about the half truth she told her mother, but she didn't feel like having a conscious right now. She wanted to continue to fuck with his head. They talked for a good thirty minutes before hanging up. She looked in the doorway and saw him seat at the table playing with some stones.

"I guess you got my message."

"Yeah, what you want?"

"Are you hungry?"

"What do you want?"

"Don't be so cold."

He laughed and shook his head as he put the stones into the band. He put his magnifying glass over his eye and steady the stone in then the other next to it. Nicki put a plate of food in front of him and sat down.

"I have a question."

"What?"

"If the baby wasn't yours would you have been okay with me aborting it?"

"That's your body, your decision."

"Is that how you feel now?"

"Hell no."

"Then give me a real fucking answer."

"You getting it anyway, so what I'm answering for."

Nicki wanted to slap him again, but she refrained from doing so. He is so fucking stupid. She got up and left the table, but not before hurting him some more.

"Are you going with me to the Abortion Clinic?"

He looked up then slammed his fist down into the table. He stood up and glared at her then brushed past her mumbling.

"Answer my question."

"No! NO! Hell NO! Fuck NO!"

"You could at least say bye to it."

"Fuck you Nic!!"

She turned towards the bedroom and chuckled at his anger. God, this is so funny. He looked walked outside and sat on the porch. Just give me a sign that this is just her fucking with me. He looked down as he felt a small hand is back.

"Daddy, maybe it's time for you to just cry."

"Maddy, your mom isn't joking when she says that stuff."

"Maybe she isn't, but if you show her you care maybe she won't do it."

"Ha!"

"Will you try for me? I want a new brother or sister. Macy's too dramatic."

He laughed empty hearted. It hurt him to laugh, but some how Maddy made him smile. She laid her head on his lap and messed with his chains. He kissed her forehead and looked out at the dark sky. He was thinking. His mind was blank besides the sadness in his home. What am I to do?

Let the Games Begin

Nicki sat in the booth with Macy on her right side and SB on her left. They read over the menu while they waited for their drinks to come to the table. SB kissed her cheek as he rubbed her belly.

"I love you."

"I know, but you don't have to keep saying it."

"Daddy, I want cotton candy in my drink."

"Okay, Macy."

"Mommy, When will the baby come?"

"In March baby."

"Oh, is that far away?"

"No, 5 months."

"That's long time."

"Not really baby..."

"Nic, baby..."

"Safaree, I'm trying to talk to my baby."

"Ugh.."

He huffed putting his arm on the table. Nicki was being nonchalant with him. He looked towards the kitchen and waited for the food. Nicki went back to talking to Macy. SB got bored and began rubbing and kissing on her again. She grabbed his hand and pushed it in his lap. He whispered in her ear.

"Why you being like that with me?"

"Like what?"

"Won't let me touch you.."

"You didn't want to touch me before."

"Man..."

"That's how I felt."

She whispered back. Macy stood up in the seat and yelled out about the food coming. Nicki pulled her down and scolded her. Macy smirked up at her, but it quickly disappeared seeing that Nicki face didn't change.

"Here you guys orders."

"Thank you and could I get another water and some more cotton candy."

"Yes, ma'am, I'll be right back."

SB looked over at her and nudged her a little. She rolled her eyes over his way and sighed loudly. He is pissing me off. He treated me like shit for four months and when I give him a taste of his own medicine, he aggs the fuck out of me. She pulled the napkin out of its wrap around the silverware and put it on Macy's neck.

"I thought this was so we could talk."

"Talk then, I'm all fucking ears."

"Wassup with the attitude?"

"What was up with yours the last few months?"

"Nic, I was hurt..."

"And I wasn't? My husband didn't look at me, touch me, was flat out rude to me and disgusted by me for months."

"I'm sorry, baby, you know I'd do everything differently if..."

"No! You knew...."

Nicki quieted down as the waiter came back and gave her a water and handed her the bag of cotton candy. SB looked at her then at his lap. Third dinner and it's still not turning out like I want it to. Man, she got to know I'm sorry and all that shit I did was out of anger. They both watched as he left the table.

"Anyways you knew what happen to me and you weren't there for me! I'm still hurting from that and then you add to it because your own selfishness. Safaree, you could of held me those nights you heard me crying or the times I came to you and told you I needed you, but you didn't!"

"I'm sorry baby, what can I do to make this up to you?"

"Feel my hurt."

She said not looking his way and barely touching her food. Macy sat in her own world playing and eating her spaghetti. Nicki wiped her mouth and grabbed the fork to feed her.

"You really gone make me pay for that?"

"You stressed me out! Why shouldn't I?"

"You don't understand what I was going through.."

"And you didn't understand what I was going through! You acted like it was easy for me to say I'm just going to carry my rapist child and love it unconditionally. You don't ever have to have an attachment to a child like I do! So spare me that bullshit Safaree. You just bluntly treated me like shit and for what reason, I will never know, but no I'm not letting you off that easy. I'm ready to leave now."

Macy looked at her and grabbed some spaghetti with her fingers and shoved it in her mouth. Nicki smiled watching her scoot out and stuff her mouth. Greedy ass lil girl. SB followed closely behind her. I should of know she would do something to get me back. He sighed as he opened the door for them and they made their way to the car.

******

Nicki stood in the labor classes with SB by her side. They had an outside session today, so everyone was dressed for the cold weather.

"Mates, I need you front in center and ready to help. Mommies, I need you to stand with your belly in front of your partner."

Nicki stood in front of him and grabbed his head looking into dark brown eyes. She breathed in slow and steady as she let him go and go on her knees in front of him. They held hands and tried to connect.

"Mommies and Daddies, should be able to silently read each other and know the others character, so the baby will have a connection with both parents."

"Nicki, I'm sorry for these last few months, but I miss you."

"You did this Faree, you don't think I miss you?"

"No, you act like I'm the worse person ever."

"You treated me like I was the most disgusting person ever."

"I never thought that."

"You showed it.

He helped her up and stood behind her as she took a deep breath then exhaled bending over. He rubbed her back as she bent over and squated. The instructor came over and scooted SB to the side as he touched between Nic's thighs.

"Spread them Ms. Nicki."

"Okay, Calven."

She opened her legs some more as he slid under them as if she was weight he was about to push up. He grabbed her thighs as she went up then down.

"Yo, dawg."

"My bad."

Nicki smirked as SB took his spot. He looked into her face and sucked his teeth.

"You play too much."

"You seem angry."

"What was that? How long you been doing shit like that?"

"Nothing, just do that."

"Naw."

"Then I'll just have...."

"Alright."

******

SB tossed and turned laying in the guest bedroom. He couldn't sleep in this bed without her. He looked at the clock then made his way up the stairs. He was tired of sleeping in the guest room. It had been two months and felt he had suffered enough. Six months without her touch was making him nuts. He looked around the bedroom to see her still sleep. He softly walked to the bed and got in. He wrapped his arms around her and snuggled close to her.

"Faree?"

"Yeah."

"Rub my tummy."

He rubbed where she placed his hand and felt a small hit. He kept going and the more he rubbed the more the baby kicked. She smiled feeling them bonding at her poor bladders expense.

"Baby.."

SB started but was interrupted by her need to throw up. She wobbled to the bathroom quickly to relieve herself. I'm not ready to forgive him, but I miss his mean ass. She sat on the toilet making sure that there would be no more throw up. He walked in and sat on the tub in front of her.

"You look beautiful."

"Stop lying, I look like shit."

"You look perfect."

"I think I want to give up the baby."

He leaped up off the tub and hit his heel on the side of it. Did she really fucking say that? This has to be a gahtdamm nightmare. He snapped his fingers, pinched hisself and slapped himself two times. No, we're fucking woke.

"What the fuck you mean giving my child away?"

"I been made the decision when you were acting like an ass, I already have a family, who wants a child..."

"NO, FUCK THAT ONIKA, DON'T FUCK WITH ME RIGHT NOW!!"

"I'm not. I didn't even think the kid was yours and neither did you, so don't go yelling at me."

He punch the wall and Nicki jumped from it crumbling. Maddy ran in with her hair everywhere. She looked with sleepy eyes between the both of them. Nicki sat on the toilet with a smirk on her face as SB stormed out.

"What's going on?"

"Nothing go back to bed, babe."

"You sure, Mommy, will you be alright?"

"Sure will, love you."

"Love you too."

She left the room as Nicki made her way to her bed and laid there laughing at his reaction. I'll just let him think that until March.

Macy

I sat next to Mommy as she read over my homework. I got all good grades, whatever that means. Mommy always circle on my neat paper and I have to redo it. First grade is easy, but Mommy always want stuff perfect. Gosh. Macy looked over at Nicki scribbling on her homework. She sighed loudly as the paper was handed back to her.

"Macy, stop with the extra periods and letters. It's fill in the blank and the words are at the bottom."

"I'm only six."

Nicki smiled grabbing her little round face and kissing her. Macy licked her cheek and jumped out the bed before Nicki could grab her again. She stuck her tongue out and ran down the hall to the kitchen.

"Daddy, Mommy's coming to get me. Hide me!"

"Stand behind me, I won't let big Mama get you."

She stood behind him as she saw her Mommy walk into the kitchen. Her Daddy continued to cook as Nic walked in and kissed him.

"Yuck, that's super nasty."

"Come here little girl."

"No Big Mama you got to catch me."

Macy ducked up under her legs and raced back down the hall to her room and shut the door. She went into her closet and sat down on the floor waiting for her to come get her.

Macy woke up later to the smell of biscuits and strawberries. Ekkkk! Strawberry Shortcake biscuits! She got off her bed and went downstairs to the kitchen. QJ and Andrea stood in the doorway staring at each other. She looked annoyed as he smirked.

"Could you guys mooove."

"Macy go back to sleep."

"Mooooveeee, Marquez!"

"Go to bed."

"Mommy!!!!"

Macy screamed at the top of her lungs. Nicki's voice boomed through the intercom. Macy jumped and pissed on herself. She looked down then grabbed her face.

"Uh oh."

"Man, what the fuck, Macy?"

"She didn't mean to Quez, stop yelling at her."

"I'm sorry, QJ."

"What happen?"

SB stood at the foot of the stairs. His eyes fixed on Macy's wet pants and the puddle by her feet. He shook his head knowing that she gotten frightened. He picked her up and walked off.

"QJ, mop that up."

******

"I can do it by myself."

"Stop Macy before you mess up your hair."

"Maddy, I can do it myself."

"Whatever, you tell that to Mommy."

"I will!"

She stormed across the hall to her Mommy and tapped on her. She looked at her mother's beautiful eyes flutter open and smiled.

"Mommy, I do my own hair. You like?"

"Why didn't Maddy do as I asked her?"

"I can do it myself."

"Macy, no you can't."

"I told her, but.."

"Maddy shut up."

"Macy, watch your mouth."

"I want you to do my hair, Mommy."

"Macy I can't..."

"Yes you can."

It was one of those mornings. Macy was being a brat and wanted it her way. She stood staring over her mother. Nicki sat up and grabbed the brush from Maddy. She brushed Macy's hair up then took her finger and twisted the ends of her hair into tight curls. Maddy shook her head.

"Come on brat. I'm telling Daddy, you made Mommy get out of her bed to do your hair."

"So."

She knew she wouldn't get in trouble and that Maddy just liked telling on her. She kissed Nicki then her tummy.

"Bye, baby and have a good day at school."

"I will don't have the baby while I'm at school."

"I won't."

Nicki said smiling as she bounced out the room. Macy got in the car and looked at her Daddy, who was staring at her.

"Macy, your Mommy needs all the sleep she can get, so you can't keep going in there waking her up. Let Maddy do your hair, got it?"

"Got it."

She said putting on her seat belt. She stuck her tongue out at Maddy then listened to the morning show. I wonder if I can call the radio and sing for them. I want to be a pop star with glitter hair. She thought as they pulled up to her school.

"Daddy, don't forget my glue for my map project."

"I got it kid."

"Kiss!"

He kissed her cheek then gave her a hug as she turned to go into the building. She looked back and waved. I love my Daddy.

"Come on Macy, I saved you spot next to me at breakfast."

"Okay, Kalyn."

They walked over to their seats and sat down waiting for their food to come. Today was pancake or waffles day. Macy licked her lips as the waffles came around first. She raised her hand and Ms. Jay came and gave her a plate of waffles and eggs with orange juice.

"Yummy!"

"You always get waffles."

"I don't like pancakes."

"Have you ever tried it?"

"Nope, but I don't want to."

Kalyn shrugged her shoulders as her pancakes came. They ate in silence. Macy didn't like when Kalyn questioned her. I don't have to try it not to like it. She got up leaving her plate on the table and walked to the class.

~~~~~~

"Macy are you okay?"

"Yeah, it's just a fall."

"Your palm is bleeding are you sure?"

Ms. Jackson asked her helping her to her feet. She nodded wiping her hand on her jeans and shaking the dirt out of her hair. Her and Kalyn were playing tag and she tripped, so it was no big deal to her.

"I'm good."

"Okay, but go wash your hands."

"Alrighty."

She walked towards the door when she looked up to see her Daddy standing there. She ran to him and giggled as he tickled her.

"Why you here?"

"Came to pick you up early, remember you have to go see the doctor lil Tomboy."

"I don't want to go to the doctor."

"Mommy's in the car and she'll be there the whole time."

"Okay, BYE MISS JACKSON!"

She waved bye as SB carried her out the building.

"Guess what, Daddy?"

"What?"

"We had peanut butter and jelly for lunch and Ms. Jackson cut the crust off for me. She so nice."

"That's cool."

He put her down and she ran to the window and hit it. Nicki smiled looking at her mini me as she pulled the door open.

"Mommy, your tummy is big!"

"Your father's fault."

"He feed you a lot of Sunflower seeds?"

"Sure did, Mommy should of said no because Daddy acted like a jerk afterwards."

"I'm never letting a boy give me sunflower seeds. I have to stay skinny and cute. Will you go back to skinny Mommy?"

"Yep, but get in this car so we can go."

"Okey Dokey."

~~~~~~

"Noooooooo!"

"Macy calm down."

"Noooooooooooooo, I don't want a shot!"

"Go get the restraining jacket."

"Alright Doctor."

Macy stood up and ran out the room. SB grabbed her as he walked into the room. He sat on the table with Macy looking up at him with her pale blue eyes. She shook her head and whimpered.

"Hurry up."

"Just keep her still."

"I know the routine."

Nicki rubbed her leg to soothe her, but she was still crying.

"It hurts! It hurts! Daddy!!"

"I'm sorry, Doll."

"Daddy."

Macy screamed as the needle went into her skin then pulled back out. She clung to him and didn't let go. She hated shots and needles. Nicki rubbed her back as SB stood up to carry her out. Shots are the devil.

******

Linda held Macy up over her head as she squealed and kicked. QJ grabbed her then threw her in the pool. She splashed to the bottom then back up to the top. She stood up and wiped her face laughing.

"I'm telling Mommy, you threw me in the pool!"

"Go tell her."

"I'm a tell her you said that too."

"Bet."

"Five dollars."

"Five."

She jumped out the pool and ran towards the house. QJ ran after her and almost caught her, but she stopped and ran the other way to the elevator. He laughed at her outsmarting him then took the stairs.

She got off the elevator and screamed seeing him standing there. She laughed then looked around him. Which way do I go. He started to stalk towards her and that's when she decided to go under him. She ran full speed and dropped to the floor sliding to the door. She stood up and pushed the door open. Nicki looked at her as she pulled on her leggings.

"Mommy, QJ threw me in the pool, said "go tell her" when I said I'm a tell you and he owes me five bucks!"

She ranted off trying to catch her breathe. SB came in the room in a tux and a tie. Macy put her hand on her hips and looked at them.

"Again? Why can't I go?"

"Macy, only for your mother and I."

"I want to go eat with you guys. The baby gets to go."

She stated seriously. Why can't the baby come out and stay home with me? I don't get to go. Hmph. Nicki shook her head and walked over to Macy.

"The baby is in me, so it can't stay with you and the baby can't eat unless I eat."

"I still want to go."

"No Macy and that's final."

She looked shocked as SB said the words again for the third time that week. She stomped off yelling and crying.

"Not fair!!!!!"

"Daddy is a meany!!!"

"Why can't I gooooo?"

She dropped to the floor screaming and kicking. SB swooped her up and held her up to see her face. She wiped at her face as he glared at her.

"Macy don't start that baby shit or no swimming for a week."

"But... Daddy, I want to go too."

"Go ask your Mommy."

She smiled as he put her down. She went in the room and asked if she could go. Nicki told her yes as long as she behaved. She nodded in agreement and went and got ready.

"Yay!!"

"Come on Daddy, I want to dress like Mommy. You like what Mommy have on?"

"Yeah, it's nice."

"Good, I want to look nice too."

She talked and pulled out clothes as he sat and watched her try on different things.

Licour

Being smart and a guy is a struggle. Guys always trying to play me like I'm soft. Girls always trying to run over me. Licour thought sitting in his college class that had a fun spelling bee for an experiment he was conducting. He was sociology and physiology major. He was experimenting on how large or small crowds influence people's way of spelling correctly.

"Yo Cour, are you going out tonight?"

"Not tonight, I'm going to see my mother."

"Yo, alright."

He nodded his head as he continued to write down his personal observation and his outside observation. He kind a enjoyed the incident that happen with Nic because it opened the doors for more questions, but he, himself had fumbled a word he knew because it was more personal. He looked over at his phone vibrating and picked it up to Sandra's voice.

"Yes, Doll."

"I haven't seen you in a week."

"I know. Come see me tomorrow."

"Okay.."

She sung through the phone. He liked Sandra, but he was more focused on school than her and that's what made her stay around. He was never the clingy type or the overly rude type either, so she took what time she got with him and dealt with. He hung up and began typing up his report.

On his way out the dorm, Claire came up to him and hugged him. She pecked his lips and smiled. He continued walking as she held on to him, walking backwards.

"Licour, I miss you."

"Claire, I miss you too, but you broke up with me now get off me."

"No baby, come back to me."

"I'm good, I like my new girlfriend. You can leave now."

He stopped and pushed her off him. Petty ass little girl. He walked to his car and saw flowers on them. Who the fuck? He picked it up and threw them in the trash. I don't do flowers wrong car.

******

"Hey Ma, how are you?"

"I'm good baby."

"You look good, Pop taking care of you?"

"Not really... No."

"What? Linda told me he was acting different, but dang?"

"Cour let me tell you something, go close the door."

He made his way to the door and closed it then sat back next to her on the bed. She told him what happen and that the baby wasn't his father's. He looked shocked then angry.

"Mom, you know you can get a DNA test during the pregnancy right?"

"I don't want to do that to him."

"But you will, I'll have my doctor friend come over and run the test if it's not his then I won't call and tell you, but if it is, I'll call you."

"Baby, I don't think...."

"Dad is hurt Ma, and that's only hurting your relationship and stressing the baby."

He looked her in her eyes and watched her tears fall. She grabbed a tissue and dapped at her eyes. He wiped her face as she nodded her head in agreement.

"Okay, I'll do it."

"Good. I'll be right back."

He made sure she was alright then walked out into the hall way to see SB coming towards him. They dapped then he made his way down the side stairs to the first floor.

"Yo Jean, I need a favor?"

"Wassup?"

"Could you DNA test for me?"

"Sure."

"The baby is still in the womb though."

"I gotchu."

"Anything you need?"

"Yeah, Saliva sample from the father and for you to bring ya mother into my office sometime this week."

"We'll be there tomorrow afternoon like 1."

"Cool, I'll be set up."

They hung up and Licour made his way back up the stairs to his parents' room. He was about to enter when he heard them talking.

"I don't want to know if the baby isn't mine, so I'm not doing it."

"For me Faree, please."

"No, just to be hurt some more."

"Okay.."

"Who put you up to this bullshit?"

"No-one, just forget I said anything."

"You're a bad liar."

"Well I'm not telling you who, so you can drop it."

"Whatever, I'll be back later."

"Where are you going?"

"Out."

There was movement and then there was a pause. Licour backed away from the door. I can't believe he's treating her like this. Then the movement started again.

"Look, it's hard looking at you Nic. I don't understand why you don't understand that!"

"I understand it, but this isn't my fault! You're treating me like I did this to myself! You don't even look at me the same, you leave like now and don't come back until now and you don't show that you care what I want or how I feel. You think I want to be carrying another man's baby? Hell no, but I'm not aborting someone, who didn't do anything wrong. Is that what you want?"

He didn't answer. Licour couldn't believe it and stormed off. What the fuck? I could never do that to someone I love. He grabbed his keys off the hook and left.

******

Licour went home Saturday morning with the results. It was about 10am, so everyone was gone besides Nicki. He took the side elevator to the second floor and knocked on her door. She pulled open the door with blood red eyes and puffy eye lids.

"What's wrong, Ma?"

He hugged her and she cried even more. He looked her over and could tell she hadn't slept in days. He walked her back to her, but she wouldn't get in.

"Cour, please. I'm not ready to sleep here."

"What's going on?"

"He hasn't been home since the other day you were here. He just comes here picks up the kids and leaves."

"I'm so sorry...."

"I should've just got the abortion."

"No! Look..."

He handed her the envelope. She held it, but didn't open it. She shook her head and handed them back to him. He hadn't looked himself out of fear, but he wanted to know, so he opened it and read over the first one.

"Oh..."

He then looked over the second one and sighed with a sad look on his face. Nicki shook her head and nearly dropped to the floor. Licour grabbed her and smiled huge.

"Just kidding, He's the father."

"WHAT?"

"Yeah, that's what it says on both these papers."

She snatched the papers and cried reading them. Ninety-nine percent on both papers. Safaree Samuels on both papers. He smiled as a smile spread across her face. He wiped her tears away.

"Could you tell him."

"No, you tell him Ma, I'll be here with you."

"He won't come if I call him."

"You haven't tried."

He grabbed his phone and handed it to her. She dialed his number and waited for him to answer. She was just about to hang up when he answered.

"Wassup?"

"Um... I need you."

"Nic this isn't the...."

"I really need you... Badly."

"Ugh... What Onika?"

"It's something I need to tell you in person."

".... This can't wait until..."

"Please, just... I'm tired of begging you."

"Then don't."

Licour took the phone.

"Pop, just come home. You coming running away from her like a bitch. You're not making this shit better just get here or you won't have a family to come home to."

He hung up and pulled his mom into and hug and silently cried with her. The man he looked up to wasn't the same man. Mr. Haze was going to pay for it with more than just his wife.

~~~~~~

SB walked into the house ten minutes later. He looked at Licour and made little eye contact with Nic. She grabbed his hand and she looked surprised that he didn't pull away.

"Here."

"What is this?!"

He asked now looking at her in shock. She didn't answer just looked at him and passed it over to him.

"You filed for divorce? Nic, I'm sorry please..."

"Safaree open the envelope."

Licour laughed on the inside at how quickly his mood changed seeing that envelope. So he does care? Hmm. . They watched as he slowly opened it and stared up at them then look back down at the papers. He scanned over it and leaped up out of his chair then looked at the other paper and screamed out.

"YOOOOO!"

He began to cry as he got on his knees at Nicki's feet. He kissed her stomach and hugged her. Bet he feels like an ass. He kissed her while both of them cried. He picked her up and continued to kiss her all over her neck and face.

"I'm so sorry baby."

"I really am. I was so stupid."

"Faree, stop."

"No, I'll make it up to you and our baby."

"Congratulation you guys."

"Thank you, baby."

"Anything for you Ma."

"Thanks son."

They dapped up then Licour left them to be alone. He looked back at their smiling faces as Nicki sat on the table with SB in between her parted legs reading the results again.

Faree

It's too early on this Saturday for a nigga to be woke, but here I am wide awake. I laid on my side looking into my wife's beautiful face. Not getting to touch her was driving him crazy. He sighed as the sun began peaking up into the sky. He looked down at her stomach and shook his head. Sigh, we use to have sex daily and none of my seeds have been successful. He groaned then turned on his other side. He just laid there listening to her soft snores and the TV from Maddy's room. He started to get up when he felt a small hand on his back. He look back to see Nicki staring at him. Her eyes were wide and sleepy looking.

"Where you going?"

"For a walk."

"At 6am?"

"I need to clear my head."

She sat up and folded her arms across her chest then glared at him. He got up and pulled on his sweats and grabbed a hoody then walked in the bathroom. I can even look at my own wife without wanting to shoot that white fucker. I hope C Boy did what I asked. He stared at Nicki through the mirror as she stood in her big maternity tee and pink slippers. He tried avoiding looking at her stomach, but couldn't help it. His face showed it and she began to cry. He turned to her, but she backed out the bathroom.

"Baby.."

"I should just get an abortion."

"I'm sorry, it..."

"You looked at me as if I'm disgusting. This isn't my fault!"

"Stop yelling and calm down."

"NO, I need you and you can't even look at me, touch me or anything. Am I disgusting to you?"

She asked making my heart hurt. I know it's not her fault, but I was jealous, hurt, confused and feeling like less of a man because another man was able to do what I've been trying to do for years in a matter of seconds. He looked away walking out the door. He heard her faint sniffles then her getting back in bed.

******

"Yo Boss, what you doing here?"

"Where is C Boy?"

"Home."

"Cool."

"Yo we heard about yo wife, sorry dude and we handled that for you, have you seen the news?"

Chance asked him. SB shook his head then sat on the table as he turned the TV on. There on the news, Mr. Haze was crying because his wife had "died" in her sleep. SB smirked as Chance dapped him up.

"Eye for Eye."

"Is yo wife good?"

"Yeah, she cool."

"Good, tell her I said what's up."

"Gotchu, thanks."

"Anytime."

SB walked out the dope house and around three blocks back to his car. He drove around for awhile buying the kids some things while he was in NY for the day.

He walked into the mall and started in bath & body works for Macy and Linda, who loved smell good. He just picked everything with a fruit on it. A woman walked to him with a sly grin on her face and reached out for a bottle of lotion that he was reaching for. She giggled nastily as he pulled his hand back.

"I've never seen a man in here before."

"I see why."

He stated smelling all the girly fragrances and mist. She blushed. He walked around her and added more things to his shopping bag the lady had given him. The lady followed him.

"Can I help you?"

"I'm Ayanna."

"Okay?"

"You are?"

"Married and not looking."

He walked annoyed with her presence. Hoes irk me, I know she sees my wedding band. He went to the desk and checked out.

"Hey! If you're ever looking...."

"I won't ever be looking. No thanks."

He said pushing her card back to her. She sucked her teeth and stormed off. Let me get out of this damn mall. He quickly made his way out and went to a shoe store for the boys.

He picked out Adidas, Forces and Kanye's new shoe. They had one of Kanye's shoe because they weren't suppose to be selling them anyways. It was his size too. He thought about QJ, but he's grown.

He went into a girl's clothing store and bought all the girls clothes and accessories, especially for Maddy. I know she's mad at me, but I just want the best for my baby. Sadness washed over him as he went into the women's part.

"Is there anything you need?"

"Naw, just ring all that stuff up and I'm gone."

******

He made it home Monday afternoon. He walked in the door with all the stuff in a big black bag over his shoulder. He quickly and quietly went into Linda's room and put her bags on her bed then across the hall to Licour's room and did the same for every room until he came to their bedroom.

Nicki and Linda were sleeping with Linda's head on her stomach. He put the bag down and grabbed Linda and carried her to her room. He quickly ran up the stairs back to their room to find Nicki gone.

"Nic, baby, where you at?"

"I'm on the toilet."

"One or Two?"

"One."

"I'm coming in."

"Oh okay."

He walked into see her hair falling over her face and skin glowing. She slipped out her panties as she wiped between her legs. He didn't know why, but it turned him on seeing her do that. She shook her hair out of her face and looked at him after hearing him groan.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing."

He answered quickly grabbing hold of himself. She smirked then shook her head as she stood up to turn on the water to take her shower.

"Are you just going to watch me?"

"Is that a crime?"

"Bye, Safaree."

"Naw, I got you something, so hurry up."

"I can barely see my puss and you're rushing me?"

"I'll wash it for you."

"Hmm."

"I'll be gentle."

******

Nicki screamed in the middle of Licour's spelling bee. Blood trickled down her leg then she fainted. SB grabbed her up and made his way out of the building. Linda, Macy and Layshun stayed to film and watch the rest of the Bee. Maddy and QJ ran behind them.

SB stood in the hospital room that they had assigned for her. They took her back for emergency labor. Maddy was crying and shaking as QJ comforted her. The doctor had told them that she may not make it and that set her water works off. Mama Maraj and Samuels ran into the room with Licour and the other kids. Everyone stood silent and moved in slow motion it seemed like.

"What happen?"

"This morning she said she was in pain, but wanted to go support Cour then three hours in she started talking about the pain increasing on her cervix. About an hour ago she started bleeding and we are waiting for her to come out okay."

"What about the baby?"

"Step outside."

All three stepped out as Jelani came in, but turned back around. SB sighed and let them know that there was two babies in Nicki and that one had died inside of her due to it not getting fed and been crushed by the other baby who was a month older than it. They all stood silent taking it in as Linda came out the room.

"Daddy, a nurse said you need to go to E56 pass those doors over there."

"Alright."

He walked down the hall to the doors and pushed the visitors button. He looked around then spotted the numbers going to the left and walked down counting from E60. He stood in front of the door feeling nervous and praying that she was okay.

"Mr. Samuels, go in, she's just sleeping and the baby is alright."

"Thanks."

He sighed of relief and hurried into the room to see her laying beautifully asleep. Her stomach was still round, but not as big. She breathe in and out slow as he touched her small face. He smiled as her eyes trapped his eyes in a staring contest.

"Hey Beautiful, you feeling alright?"

"Yeah, I feel lighter. Is the baby here?!"

She asked sitting up and rubbed over her stomach. She sighed loudly feeling it there. He sat on the edge of the bed and explained to her what had happen after she passed out. She stared blinking and shocked.

"I killed the baby?"

"No baby you didn't. Maybe it was it's time."

"I killed..."

"Mrs. Samuels don't think that. The baby would have died anyways. We found out the baby was brain dead already because of your little frame and its late arrival seeing as it was a month behind the one that survived."

"Oh, my poor baby."

The doctor rubbed her leg and gave her small smile. She gave him a tight lip smile and sighed laying back against the bed. SB grabbed her hand and kissed it as Maddy came into the room with tears in her eyes. A smile pushed through as she saw Nicki laying there smiling at her.

"Come here, cry baby."

Macy raced in giggling hearing her mother's voice. Then everyone else piled into the room with their weary smiles and teared faces.

"Aw you cry babies."

"We need you."

QJ spoke. Nicki began to cry seeing his face wet from tears. I never seen that nigga cry in my life. God he has a heart. Everyone hugged her as SB tried to sneak out.

"Where are you going?"

"To get something to eat."

"Sneaking out?"

"I didn't want to disturb the love."

"Okay..."

She looked down at her fingers. He walked out heading towards the cafe when Linda came behind him and tugged on his jacket.

"You act like you don't love Mommy anymore."

"I do love her... I'm just..."

"You didn't cry not once and you didn't even show her any affection. That's love? Then I never want to get married."

She said walking back to the room. Her words stabbed at his heart as he stood in the doorway thinking about which way he was going. Back to the room or to feed everyone's tummy. He choice to continue his journey to the cafe to think.

Maddy

"No, I don't like that shirt or that shirt."

"Maddy, pick something."

"Mommy, I want to be pretty when I go to school."

"You're pretty anyways."

Nicki sat down on the bed feeling sharp pain in her feet. Maddy looked at her then grabbed a yellow shirt and put it on. She looked at herself in the mirror then sat between Nicki's legs and let her fix her hair.

"Mad lets go girl."

"Daddy, I'm getting my hair done."

"You got ten minutes."

He stated walking in her room. She smiled knowing Nic was giving him a face. She looked up to see Nic's mouth curved on the ends. Daddy always getting on her nerves.

"Come on big mama, hurry it up."

"Don't rush me."

"We're running late already."

"So what's a few more minutes?"

He walked out the room. Maddy stood up and hugged Nic. Nicki stood up and wobbled behind her. They held hands as she helped Nicki down the stairs. SB sat on the sofa watching TV when they walked in.

"Ready now?"

"Yeah, where's Macy?"

"In the bathroom."

"Then why am..."

"She had to go wipe her nose."

"Oh."

Macy came in the room and grabbed her bookbag. She kissed Nic then walked out to the car. Linda came down and did the same, Maddy followed suit and they walked out the house. SB started to go out when Nic huffed. Maddy popped her head back in the door.

"Ooohhhh, Daddy."

"Shut Up."

He walked back to Nic and pecked her lips. She rolled her eyes walking behind him to close the door. Maddy smirked flipping all the way to the car. Macy clapped and Maddy bowed.

"Getchoass in the car."

******

"Don't call my Mommy!"

"Maddy, I have to your grade in my class is below a B average and I know you can do better."

Said her math teacher, Ms. Young as she dialed Nicki's number. I'm going to be on punishment. She just don't understand her class is freaking hard. She sunk in her chair as they conversed. Gah.

"Your mother wants to talk to you."

Maddy began to cry as she grabbed the phone. She didn't say anything at first. Nicki called her name and didn't sound angry, so she spoke up.

"Mommy, I'm sorry."

"A C, Maddy?"

"It's hard. I go to tutorial, but its still hard."

"It's not too hard if you have a C, what's distracting you?"

"Nothing..."

"Um huh, we'll talk when you get home."

"No, then Daddy will be there."

"Exactly."

Maddy got quiet starting to shut down. Her teacher watched silently. Nicki spoke up then hung up in her ear. Maddy handed her the phone then grabbed her book bag and went to gym.

"Yo Maddy what happen?"

"She called my mother."

"You gone get in trouble?"

"Of course. I have a C."

"Your dad's going to be real mad."

"Gah, don't remind me. I've never had a C before and I know this will be my last one."

"Are you going to the gymnastics try outs?"

"If my Mom lets me."

"Oh, yeah. Sorry, call me if you can later."

"Okay, Nasha."

They walked in different directions of the gym. Maddy walked up the side of the bleachers and sat with her class. Her coach called roll then the kids headed out to the dressing room. Maddy threw her things in the locker then pulled off all her clothes.

"Madison!"

"Shawna!"

"Hurry and put your clothes on."

"Girl, I have 10minutes."

"I know, but your body makes me jealous."

Maddy blushed as she pulled on her sweat pants. Shawndra was a big light skin girl with pretty green eyes. She was far from ugly, but she was big. Maddy loved her and never said anything about her weight because she knew she was self conscious.

"Shawn, you're beautiful, don't ever think differently."

"That doesn't make boys like me, like they like you."

"It's middle school, all boys are young minded and only look at looks."

"You think?"

"I know. I have three brothers."

They laughed as they walked out the dressing room. Darnell walked over to them and picked Maddy up carrying her over his shoulder. She reached out for Shawndra, but Darnell's friend Patrick picked her up and followed behind them.

"Darnell put me down!"

"Alright."

"Patrick, put her down."

"Iight."

They both dropped the girls on a stack of mats and laughed looking at their faces. Maddy stood up and punched Darnell in the chest. He grabbed the spot and acted hurt.

"What do yo guys want?"

"We got a question."

"What?"

"We'll you guys go to the dance with us?"

"No."

Maddy snapped walking off. Stupid boy hurt my butt then going to ask me to the dance. Get out of here. She walked around the inside track with Shawndra by her side.

"Maddy what's wrong?"

"Nothing, I'm not going with him. You can go with Patrick if you want to."

"I'm not going without my best friend."

"No, go."

"Maddy, I see you overreacting like always. Two of the most popular boys in eighth grade just asked us sixth graders to the dance."

"So? Does that make them special? No. Go and have fun, but I'm not going with him."

Maddy walked off leaving Shawndra by herself. Darnell and Patrick walked up to Shawndra as Maddy sat on the bench and watched them walk around. That's not how you ask someone on a date.

~~~~~~

Maddy walked into the house behind her Daddy with her spirits down. He yelled at her for the first time the whole car ride home. He blamed boys, gymnastics and trying to be hip the reason for her grade. Linda shook her head and walked to her room as their mother walked into the room.

"Faree?"

"Here is your medicine and Maddy isn't going to the gymnastics try-outs until her grades improve."

"Grades?"

"I went inside to talk to the other teachers. Two B's and Two C's. Low B's to be exact."

Maddy stood staring in her mother's eyes. She watched her eyebrow raise then fall. I hate when she does that.

"I guess so, sorry baby."

"No, Mommy, Daddy please let me try out! I promise to get my grades up."

"I'm not going back on my word, Maddy."

She let the stinging tears fall as she made her way to her room. This was the first time he had ever punished her and she didn't like it one bit. Usually, Nicki would be the one yelling and punishing her, but it was her Daddy. She threw her book bag on the floor and slammed the door shut. She picked up the house phone and dialed Nasha.

"Wassup?"

"I can't go."

"What you got in trouble for real?"

"Yeah."

"Your mom is so mean...."

"It wasn't even her, she just went along with it."

"Who then?"

"My Daddy."

"What?"

"That's what I'm saying. I guess I really pushed his button this time."

"Maddy, you need to get back on his good side and quick."

"When are try outs?"

"This Friday and next Saturday."

"My grades will not be high B's and A's by then."

"We have a major project for Ms. Evans do next Thursday, remember ?"

"I been turned it in."

"What's your grade?"

"Eighty four."

"She hasn't graded it yet, so..."

"Maddy get off the phone."

"Okay."

"Bye Maddy."

"Bye Nasha."

Nicki walked into her room and closed the door. She sat up at her desk and scribbled as she felt her baring a hole in her back.

"So you're ignoring me?"

"No, I just don't have anything to say."

"Look at me."

I turned around to face her and her eyes captured me. Her silent stares had a way of just bring you in and taking over you as if in a trance. She smiled which caused me to smile.

"If you can get a report for me from each of your teachers by next week, I'll talk daddy into letting you go try out."

"Really Mommy?"

"Yes, but only if you do that for me."

"I will! I will!"

Maddy attacked Nicki with a hug as they fell into her bed. She kissed Nicki's big stomach. She looked up at her and rubbed her stomach.

"Mommy, you're big for only three months."

"I know."

Maddy helped Nicki up then sat on the bed staring at her. I can't believe Mommy is having a baby. Daddy doesn't seem so happy and neither does Mommy.

"Are you not happy to be carrying Daddy's kid?"

"Um.... I'm happy just ready to get rid the load on my body."

"Oh."

Maddy could tell she was hiding something, but neither furthered the conversation. I don't want her to cry, so I'll just keep quiet. Nicki laid down and closed her eyes as Maddy got comfortable next to her and they both fell asleep.

Layshun

"Hey Lay, can I wear your football jersey."

"No girl, I don't like you."

"Aww, don't be mean, Lay."

"Go girl."

He walked with some of his teammates as they walked home. Tiffanee Andrews the head cheerleader was always trying to get something out of him because she liked him. He thought she only liked him because he played all the positions in football, but center. He thought that position was gay. She walked up next to him and snatched his ball. He shrugged knowing that she just wanted him to chase her. She sighed throwing his ball on the ground and stomped towards her house which was in the other direction.

"She like you, you gone get cooties if you start liking her."

"I don't like no girls, they all stank and try to mess up my game calling my name."

"Cause they like you. My big brother told me if a girl like you a lot, she'll give you a kiss on the lips."

"Ew ain't no girl kissing my lips, but my Ma."

"Same cause girls got cooties."

They all laughed and tossed the ball back and forth until Lay had to go in the house. All friends secretly envied him cause he had the biggest house in the neighborhood. He didn't care because none of them matter to him.

He sat at the table with Maddy, Macy and Licour doing his homework. They sat at the table quiet as a mouse.

"What's wrong?"

"Mommy's at the hospital."

"Why?"

"Her tummy started hurting."

"Are we going to see her?"

"Daddy said later after we're done with our homework."

"Oh, okay."

He pulled out his homework and quickly went over it since he had already did most of it before football practice. Everyone finished around the same time and went into the game house and went swimming. Linda came in with tears in her eyes.

"What's wrong with you?"

"Nothing, where's Mommy?"

"Hospital cause her tummy hurt."

"Oh, where's Daddy?"

"On his way home."

"Okay."

He ducked under the water and went after Maddy. He grabbed her waist and pulled her down under. She screamed out as she kicked her feet and swam back to the top. He stood and laughed as she pouted.

"Maddy your butt looks like Mommy."

"So, you made me hurt my arm."

"I was just playing, big baby."

She hit the water his way and smiled as he charged for her. She swam away and turned to face him as he caught up with her. They pushed and rolled around under the water. She jumped up and onto his back. He sank down like he was drowning. Maddy began to cry hysterically as he continued to go to the bottom.

"What's wrong?"

"Shun.. Shun.. Is drowning."

QJ knew he was messing with her so he jumped to go along with him and grabbed him and threw him on the side of the pool. He hit his chest and Lay spit out water as if he had really drown. They both started laughing as Maddy stood looking over him. She became upset and walked out.

"Did you see her face?"

"That was too funny."

"She was all crying and shit. Nigga you better stop doing that though before something really happens and she can't tell the difference."

"Okay, Quez, I'll go apologize."

He stood up and went to look for Maddy. He found her in the family room staring at the family picture. He sat next to her and didn't say anything. She looked at him then back at the picture.

"Shun, do you not like me?"

"What? I love you, I just like messing with you cause you're dramatic and you remind me of Mommy."

He said staring at Nicki. Nicki and Maddy was his favorite girls. Nobody could mess with them without him wanting to fight. Maddy sat in his lap and hugged him.

"Do you ever think about old mommy."

"No."

"Why not?"

"Cause she never loved us like Mommy does."

"She was mean."

He laughed at her as he laid up against the sofa and fell asleep. They woke up to the sound of Nic's voice calling for them. She sounded like she was in a panic as they stirred up and raced to find her. She was all smiles as Maddy pouted cause Lay beat her. Nicki reached out to her and hugged her tight.

"Mommy, I missed you. Are you okay?"

"Yes, Shun, where were you guys?"

"In the family room."

"Shun, how was football practice?"

"Good, I don't get to play in our first home game though."

"Why not?"

"Tiffanee got me in trouble and coach said I'm out."

"And how did she do that?"

"I got a D on my pop quiz in my new advanced math class, but I got A in my class work and homework."

He looked pissed as he thought about Tiffanee and what she did. Nicki smirked as she held his face in her hands.

"It's okay baby. It's just one game."

"But it's the first one."

"Nic that's a big deal."

She rolled her eyes then walked over to the sofa and sat down. Lay looked over her hard as her face went blank.

"Mommy, what's wrong?"

"Nothing babe."

She sighed putting her face in her palms. She breathe in then threw up on the floor. He jumped back as SB rushed to her side and made sure she was done before walking her to the bedroom. Lay went and got the mop and soaked most of it up then took a towel and cleaned the rest.

"What's wrong with Mommy?"

"She is pregnant, duh."

Linda answered him before going back to her phone convo. He walked around the house to find Licour. He found him and his friends in his room playing his wii.

"Cour, did you know Mommy's pregnant?"

"Yeah, she just told us."

"Hm."

He left then made his way to his parents room to ask why they didn't tell them. He bust through the door. Nicki looked up at him from the trash bin in front of her. SB rubbed her back looking at him.

"Why didn't you tell me, you're pregnant?"

"Is that why you bust in here like that?"

"Kinda.. Yeah."

"And I was, I forgot."

"How could.."

Nicki held up her hand and threw up again. She looked much more sick than pregnant. Layshun shook his head and stared at them. He felt like they were hiding something. He stood staring as Nic grabbed the towel and wiped her mouth.

"I had been looking for you guys for thirty minutes, don't question me."

"Are you sick? You look bad."

"Shun, not right now."

"Son, we'll talk later just leave."

"Okay, I hope you get better."

She nodded as she laid down. He skipped down the hall and grabbed his ball then went outside.

******

Tiffanee stood on the sideline screaming Layshun's name and being extra. SB had convinced the coach to let him play in the first game, so here he was playing quarter back. He threw it to a Gary and got tackled to the ground. He laughed then stood up shaking it off and getting back in the game.

They were in the 4th Quarter and winning by eight points. He was stood near the end zone and waited for the ball to come his way. DJ threw the ball his way and reached out to grabbed it and caught it as he pushed the player next to him. He pushed another one and danced in the touch down zone. His team ran up to him and they cheered.

"If coach didn't let you play we would of lost."

"For real."

"Naw ya'll wouldn't cause we all good."

"Whoot Whoot!"

"Laaayyshun!"

"Here come yo giiiiirlfriend."

"She ain't my girlfriend."

He huffed as Tiffanee made her way over to him. She grabbed his arm and held tight to him as he walked over to the dap the other team's players.

"You always make us win, that's why I like you."

"I don't like you, so get off me."

"You will like me one day and you'll be my boyfriend."

"No I won't ever."

"Shun, who is this?"

He groaned as the smile on Nic's face grew wider. She sat on a folding chair in SB jacket. He smiled at how little she looked in his dad's jacket. I want. a girlfriend as pretty as mommy, who wants to wear my jacket, but not Tiffanee, she ugly. He thought yanking away from her.

"I'm Tiffanee."

"Oh, so you're Tiffanee."

"Lay talks about me?"

She asked gleefully looking at him as if that had made her whole year. He side eyed her and laughed at her dumb ways.

"Girl, don't think you all that cause you not, you just a girl."

"You still talked about me."

She smiled. Nicki couldn't help, but laugh and think it was cute. Layshun grabbed her hand and pulled her out the stadium.

"Mommy that's not funny."

"Shun, slow down."

"Sorry."

He said slowing down. Nicki looked around to find the car and spotted it parked with a bunch of girls around. Oh, no. Layshun thought as she stormed over to the car faster than lighting.

"Could you guys get off my car, I'm married."

"She does...."

"Bitch you heard him, don't fucking try me.. I'll kick yo ass up and down this fucking parking lot."

"My bad, I was just...."

"Naw bitch play with another bitch husband cause this one ain't the one!"

The lady backed away from the car as Layshun opened the door for his mom and waited for her to get in. She eyed the three groupies as she got in. Thank God, Mommy's pregnant.

"Great game, Shun."

"How long have those hoes been out here?"

"Nic, why is that..."

"Answer me."

"About twenty minutes."

She grabbed his phone and went through it. He pulled out the parking lot and turned on some music to ease the tension. Layshun sat in the back watching the TV and texting his friend on Nicki's phone.

"Shun, are you playing football in high School?"

"Yeah, if Mommy isn't going to cry about it."

"Hmm, I just don't want you getting hurt."

"I'm a boy. Not Maddy or Macy."

"So, you don't have to be them to be my baby."

He shook his head at how much she wanted to baby him. She looked back at him and blew him kisses. He blushed looking out the window. She's so embarrassing even in the car.

QJ

Quez moaned and groaned as young Ashely sucked him off. She was a pro to be a youngin and he liked every bit of it. She slurped, gagged and slobbered all over him then cleaned up what she didn't let go down her throat. She stood up and stripped hopping on his penis. She smiled riding him as he sat back watching without a word. He had her wrapped around his finger and took full advantage of it. He was her first and only, she cried whenever he broke it off and always went back even though she knew he was fucking other girls. SB had taught him not to love these girls and to get his dick wet a lot. His phone rung and he answered to his mother's voice.

"QJ, get home soon game night tonight."

"Alright ma, I'll be home in five."

"Alright."

"Love you."

"Love you too."

He hung up then pushed Ashley to the side. He pulled her to the edge of the bed and finished her off. She got up and limped to the bathroom. They took a shower, got dressed and he dropped her off at home. She kissed him then ran into her house .

He pulled up to the house and tossed his dreads over his shoulder then got the car. The driveway was packed like every game night, but there was a line of cars down the side walk this time. His friend Fred came up to him and dapped him up. They did their man hand shake. Fred lived out near Crenshaw in the hood, but he went to college in LA. QJ and him had both pledged the same fraternity, so that's how they had met. They both ran through girls like drinking water. They walked in and looked for Nic and SB.

"Heard you was in high school Ashley today?"

"Had her lil ass skip school today."

"You the man."

"Got it from my Dad."

"He cool as fuck doe."

"For real."

"So this what you do when you move to LA and stop coming to see me?"

QJ whipped around to face a ghost. It was like looking at one as he looked Andrea over. She was even more beautiful than when he last seen her. She had cut her hair into a layered bob and had filled out in all the right places. He lost the words to say and the ability to think as he looked her over. Just like the first time, he immediately got hard looking at her.

"Yo, introduce me to your friend here."

"This is off limits."

"Gotcha, what's her name doe?"

"I'm Andrea. I'm standing right here you don't have to address him about me."

"My bad pretty."

"Sure."

She rolled her beautiful eyes my way then smacked her lips. Damn, I'm still weak for her. She looked over him then smiled big. She walked up and closed the space between them.

"Even more sexier than before."

"Same to you."

"I'll see you later, don't be late."

She smirked feeling him get happy. He missed her and she missed him. Damn, twice in one night. He smiled then they parted ways. He walked towards his mom, who was watching them. She smiled as he came up and hugged her tight.

"I see you and Andrea over there."

"She staying here or...?"

"Yep, in your room, so sleep on ya floor."

"Why?"

"She's going to Uni with you."

"Why can't...."

"Do I make you live on campus or in apartment?"

He didn't respond just stood there looking at the crowd of people. Macy walked over with her friend as they held hands. Kya was a tall brown skin girl with long silky hair. She waved at Nicki then they disappeared up the stairs. I walked around when something caught my eye. He looked over by the drink table and saw Fred talking to Linda, he sped over there and cut that short with a simple bro code. My sister's off limits and he better remember that shit.

"Yo, my sister ain't none of your hoes. Leave her alone."

"I was just asking her about the drinks since she brought em' out."

He stated holding up a drink. Nigga better not try me. He furrowed his eyebrows as they walked around talking to some neighborhood girls. Andrea was talking to a guy with a big smile on her face. They began to kiss as he pressed her up against a wall. What the fuck? Yo. He started to trip but remembered they weren't together. Fuck her.

Licour was at a table with his girlfriend playing pool. She was being extra and he couldn't hide his excitement. My brother's one of them pushover niggas. He walked over and excused his brother for a minute then pulled him far away from her.

"Nigga you looking like a bitch. Don't let her get you hard like that without getting her wet. Grab her boob, grind into that ass or something then later tonight you score when you walk her home."

He nodded as he listened to what QJ had to say. They dapped up and he walked back over to his girl and they continued to play pool. QJ and Fred went downstairs to the adult game room and played strip poker.

QJ was down to his boxers and T shirt when it was time to eat. Everyone hurried to get dress and go eat, but QJ and Ms. Taylor. She eyed him and he eyed her back. He stood up and grabbed his dick then bounced it. He put it on the table and grinned her way. She touched herself as she looked over his young frame. Ms. Taylor was about thirty six and had been rumored to get around with anything and anyone. QJ walked over to the room door and shut it. He dropped his boxers and walked over to her with a hard dick. She gasped as he pulled off her bra exposing her double D's. He pulled her up and ripped off her thong, turned her around, bent her forward and leaned forward eating her from behind. He loved to eat and didn't mind a lil funk as long as it didn't smell loud, but Ms. Taylor was sweet and no foul smell. She moaned and groaned trying to hold herself up. He stood up and plunge into her and fucked her until she dropped to the floor. He got down his knees and grabbed her head and let her taste herself. She gagged and fought. She bit down his dick and pulled out.

"Boy, I don't...."

"You will tonight."

He pulled her hair and tea bagged her causing her to choke. He pulled in and out with only the tip going in until he felt her throat and jaw relax then went deeper and deeper. She slobbed and slurped. He came down her throat then pulled out. She swallowed with no choice then stood up and pulled her clothes on as he did the same.

"First young guy I've ever had and you're so great and bossed."

"Thanks, first old head I've had and you tasted good."

She blushed. He pulled her to him and pushed her against the wall. He looked her over then kissed her neck and her lips. They shared a kiss as he rubbed her all over.

"I'll come by next week. Wear something sexy and no shower."

"What day?"

"Saturday around 7am. I'm going to work you out."

He stated opening the door and leaving her in there. He hurried to get something to eat, we'll whatever was left.

******

He woke up with Andrea nude in his bed. She opened her eyes and stretched. She smiled at QJ then trailed her hand over his penis. He fucked the night before in his car and then in the bedroom, but she wouldn't let him go raw. She didn't trust him and he was pissed about it. Fuck she trying to hint at? She act like I know what she been doing the last three years.

"Quezy, you still mad at me?"

"Naw."

"Quez, how many girls have you had since me?"

She asked looking down at her nails. He laid there meanly counting, but couldn't come with an exact number. From the parties, he had one night stands, slept with high school girls, even a middle school girl, who lied about her age, one of Ashley's friends, and some other girls he didn't even know. She pulled away and sighed heavily.

"More than ten?"

He stayed quiet.

"More than fifteen?"

Silence.

"More than twenty?"

"More than about thirty girls, Andrea, happy?"

She sat up and got out of his bed. She was upset and couldn't believe what she had heard. He got up and grabbed her looking in her hurt eyes. She didn't look away just stared back.

"You act like I was just gone wait...."

"I'm not the one that moved away!"

"Alright, I'm a man and I'm not..."

"I knew I shouldn't have believed you. Thinking that you would keep your promise and not screw me over. You're a hoe and fuck this nasty bitches without condoms, thank God I decided to stay safe. I hope you start burning."

She said spitefully grabbing her clothes and going to the guest room. Damn, she need some more dick in her life. I can fix that, but not right now. He pulled out some clothes and went to take a shower.

Fred and TJ stood by his car as he walked up to them from the campus. They exchanged bro shakes then piled into his car. He headed towards Ashley's.

"Yo what happen to you last night at the party?"

"Me and Jackee hit her parents' bed up."

Fred announced. The rooted for him as he talked about her deep throat. QJ thought Ms. Taylor and how he could make her do him and his friends with her nice ass. What he had planned wouldn't go as planned though as he pulled up to Ashley's and she got in. TJ whipped out his penis and she deep throated it. He palmed her ass as he laid back enjoying himself. QJ pulled up to the high school and they sat there as the janitor left the keys on a side fence. He got out and got the key then they all proceeded into the school. Ashley was excited as Fred pulled out a video camera and began recording.

"What are you doing Freddy?"

"Filming the star."

"Get my best side though."

QJ yanked her up and stood her on the principals desk. She stripped and turned her ass to him and bent over. She twerked and popped as QJ and TJ got naked. QJ stuck his tongue in and made her squeal. She came down her legs, but held her position. He pulled her off the table and entered her from the back as TJ got in her mouth. Fred set the camera up and moved around zooming in and out.

Ashley wasn't his type. She was a hoe and he wasn't into their type. He didn't have as much sex as QJ. He felt like QJ was trying to fill his avoid of not having his real mother around. Most of the girls QJ fucked and passed around seemed like his mother in a way. Fred shook his head as he watched the lil girl take it like a pro. The video would hit the Internet at twelve.

******

"QJ what the fuck?"

"How could you like you're an asshole?"

Linda yelled angrily. She had just seen the video of him and Ashley. He shrugged her off and laughed. She acting like they was best friends. Shit, she about to leave the school anyway, her little ass better move out my face with that shit.

"What's going on?"

"QJ just ruined my life!"

Linda screamed furiously. Nic and SB looked his way as he stood there with a stupid look on his face. SB snapped his fingers in his face.

"Wassup, yo?"

"His stupid ass and his stupid ass friends recorded them having sex with this girl who goes to my school! She all mad at me and got her friends all in my face because he's my brother!"

"QJ, what the hell?"

"I'm grown.."

"Shut the fuck up with that stupid ass line every time you do something stupid as fuck!"

"And Ashley's only 15!"

He looked at Linda with a shocked look on his face. What? No, that lil bitch told me. He was heated and couldn't control his leg from shaking. Lil bitch played me.

"Really, yo QJ, dawg naw..."

"She told me she was eighteen."

"You're so fucking stupid, I wish I wasn't related to you.."

"Lindy.."

"Mommy, no! Every day since we moved here, I've defended you and cut off my friends for saying and spreading rumors about you, but you're the hoe they say you are. Go burn. Hope your shit falls off."

She stated bitterly and walking off cursing him in her native tongue. My own sister? What the fuck? He looked over at his parents, who looked disappointed in him. SB shook his head and walked off behind Nicki.

"Ma?"

"QJ, don't, you know you act just like your father. Real selfish, everything you do doesn't just effect you."

He frowned at her not even looking at him. He looked up and his eyes met with Andrea's. Her frowned deepened as she walked back into the guest room. Fuck this house, I'm moving out since I'm fucking up everyone's life.