[Two Months Later]
Safaree moved them out of the house into a nice townhouse for their small family. He kept the old house and rented it out to people. He even went back to night school to get certified to be a landlord. Nicki stayed home with their children and took care of them most of the day and did SB's pocket keeping. Macy and Aiydan had become closer as he began to walk more and more stable. She had even taught him how to write the letter A, which Nicki loved before he started writing an A all over the walls.
Nicki pulled Aiydan towards her body as he moved around on the king sized bed. He grabbed her shirt and pushed back then cried out for Safaree. Nicki looked towards the bathroom as he stepped into the doorway in his briefs. Nicki watched as he came over to the bed and picked Aiydan up then leaned forward and kissed her lips.
"Why are you up?"
"You need to be up too. Today, parent day at Macy's school."
"Oh, sh..."
"Nic."
"I forgot. I told the girls they could come here."
"I hope you not talking bout Candi and them."
"Yes."
She answered frowning at him still being mad about the house party they threw in the old house. He looked her over then went into the bathroom to get Aiydan ready for the day. He sat him on the sink and took off his clothes then grabbed his lil tooth brush and brushed his gums. Nicki walked in the bathroom behind them in the nude and put her hand up his shirt and scratched his back while he washed the baby up in the sink.
"Are you going to stay mad?"
"I'm not mad... They disrespected me."
"You said to have fun..."
"We had this argument two weeks ago.."
"You showering with me?"
"No, I just got out thirty minutes before you woke up."
"So.... You can..."
"Get in the shower."
She huffed pulling her hands out of his shirt and walking to the shower. He watched her through the mirror and smirked when she caught him looking and flipped him off. He picked Aiydan up and walked down the lil hall to Macy's room and pulled her up out of bed. She wrapped her arms around his neck and laid her head on his shoulder. He carried them both back to their bedroom and laid them on the bed then tucked them in for an extra hour until they had to get to Macy's room. Nicki walked into the bedroom wet from head to toe. He looked her over and shook his head and she smirked and walked out the bedroom.
"I'm taking her to school."
"Why can't she take the school bus?"
"We're going there anyways plus she don't like the bus anyways."
"And? It's not about what she likes."
"Really?"
"Really."
He grabbed Aiydan and Macy's clothes out of their walk in closet and put them on the night stand then grabbed his clothes and laid them on top of theirs. He laid down and closed his eyes to take a nap. Nicki stood inside their walk in closet trying on different things until she settled with a navy blue curve fitting dress with white flats and tan leggings. She walked out the closet to see him sleeping and put her clothes on top of his then crawled into the bed and laid on top of him. He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her forehead.
~~~~~~
Macy smiled hard as she held Nicki and Faree's hands in her hands and pulled them down the hall to her class. She loved parent day because they always showed up and matching which was her favorite part. Parent Day was just something the school put together twice a month so parents got to know each other, teachers, staff, their kids friends and etc. Nicki thought it was cute and loved that her husband always made it their business to be there. She looked over at him in his Navy blue V neck with his Khaki pants and white vans, that she made him wear.
"Hi, Samuels Family."
"Hey, Mrs. Anderson."
"Macy show your mommy and daddy your paintings."
"Paintings?"
"I really want you guys to see them because they're really good for a six year old."
Macy went to her cubby with her Navy blue baby doll dress on and carefully pulled her paintings out of it. She held them out in front of her like they were still wet. Nicki laughed to herself at how cutesy she was. She placed them on the table and Safaree stared down at the brown figures who had very detailed faces even dimples and freckles.
"That's Maddy, Layshun and..."
"Granny."
"Why is she over there?"
"Because we don't like her and she don't like us."
"MayMay!"
"Aiydan."
She pointed to the picture next to it that showed SB, Nic, Aiydan, herself and some guy. Nicki stared at the man then looked at Macy who stared at SB. He got up from the lil table and walked out.
"Excuse me."
"Come on Aiydan."
"Macy be careful."
"I will Mommy."
Nicki rushed out after SB, who was footing it to the door. She sighed starting to run after him as he disappeared outside of the building. She pushed the door open and he stood outside against the flag pole clenching his fist and jaw. Nicki knew she couldn't lie to him and didn't plan on it.
"I take her to go see him."
"For what? He didn't even... Fuck it."
"Faree, please listen to me first!"
"For what? We talked about this shit before we moved and you still did it anyways!"
"But that's her dad. She should at least have a chance to know him as long as he wants to see her."
"Behind my back? Alright, continue to do you."
"I will."
He chuckled then got himself together and walked back in the building with her following close behind. She grabbed his hand and leaned into his side kissing his arm. He stopped and pushed her back into the wall and kissed her cheek. She smiled and wrapped her arms around his back.
"How long do yawl visit!"
"An hour after she gets out of school."
"When you text me?"
"Yeah, we meet at different kids areas and he helps her with her homework and then they play games."
"Why sneak and do this shit?"
"See how you're acting now."
"That's cause..."
"And if I had told you it would of been worse. Trust me?"
"Too much."
"Then you have nothing to worry about."
She smirked the grabbed his hands before the other parents got to the school and took their seats. They walked back in and smiled at their kids rolling around on the floor. Macy had changed into her changing clothes and her dress hung up in her cubby. SB grabbed their chairs and sat down knowing that Nic would sit on his lap anyways he put his legs in the other chair in front of him.
~~~~~~
"Thanks to Mr. and Mrs. Samuels for the donation to the girls cheer leading team and our little league football team... Oh, also the music and band funds."
The classroom clapped as the teacher thanked the parents for their deeds. Mrs. Anderson then ordered them to take their seats and let the kids take over with their little speeches and stuff. Macy went first which surprised everyone in the room knowing that she was shy. Nicki sat up straight in Safaree's lap and bit at her bottom lip nervous. SB reached up and pulled her lip out of her mouth and kissed her back to calm her. She looked back at him and pecked his lips quickly before looking back to Macy. She pulled out a large drawing and put it on the board with Mrs. Anderson's help.
"Family... Mrs. Anderson said family are the people who are always here for you even when you're bad and good. This is my family even though everyone left, but Mommy, Daddy and Aiydan."
"MayMay!"
He squealed and she smiled big as he crawled over to her. He sat up and looked up at her. Everyone awed as she continued.
"Mommy always hugs me at night and out on my cream so I don't scratch. Daddy is strong and picks me up and says he'll always take care of us. Aiydan is my baby brother and sucks his own feet..."
Everyone laughed as her face turned up then she giggled as he laughed with everyone else.
"Then there's my big brothers, Marquez, Licour and Layshun. They all left, but they visit and bring me candy!"
She smiled big then pointed to two girls.
"This one is Linda and this one is Maddy. I miss Linda, she never come by anymore, but she sends mommy letters and says she loves me. Maddy teaches me how to be a girl and to never get dirty."
She smiled big then curtsy for everyone as they clapped. She rushed over to her parents and wrapped her arms around them as they embraced her. Nicki kissed all over her face leaving her pink lipstick on her cheeks, nose and forehead. SB smiled as she giggled and fought to get out of Nic's grip on her.
"Nic, stop yo."
"Okay."
She bounced in his lap then swayed side to side into penis that was laying against his thigh. He pushed her up, but she forcefully sat down then leaned back into him and whispered into his ear.
"Don't move him now."
"Stop... Nic."
He dead faced her moving around in a circle on his lap then looked back at him with her finger in her mouth. He pushed her into the seat next to them and grabbed Macy. She pouted as Aiydan crawled over to them and sat down on her feet and they watched the rest of the kids present.
******
"Nicki what are you doing?"
"What does it look like?"
"You need SB to come dick you down."
"Shut up, I don't."
She lied as her friends made their way into her bedroom where she was blowing out candles and putting away her toys. They watched her as she nearly stomped a hole through the floor.
"Where he at anyways?"
"He took Macy and Aiydan to see his sister."
"NY on a Wednesday? Don't they have school?"
"They're not going back until Monday. Aiydan's daycare center has some flu going around and Macy just isn't going."
"Why didn't you go?"
"He's supposed to be back this morning, but..."
She looked over at the clock that read two pm and rolled her eyes.
"Nicki..."
"What Lauren?"
"I think...."
"I really..."
"HE'S DEALING DRUGS AGAIN!"
The room got still as Nicki stood staring at her friend in disbelief. He wouldn't. She grabbed her phone and walked out the bedroom into the kitchen. The girls all looked at Lauren for answers.
~~~~~~
"You knew then and didn't say shit?"
"Look, it would've just made me seem bitter as fuck."
"So lets get this straight... He attempted to kill Monique and Brim?"
"Yes, remember I told you Monique came to my house bloody and crying cause she couldn't find him..."
"Nicki is really flipping out yawl."
They all rushed out the room and up the stairs into the family room. Nicki stood holding a knife and cutting through his clothes as she cried. They stood back and tried to calm her.
"Nika, baby this isn't the..."
"Shut the hell up! It's one thing for him to fucking kiss another bitch, but it's completely fucking different for him to go back to his former life like we don't mean shit to him!"
She screamed as she stabbed his shoes. She walked over to his nightstand and pulled out a lighter.
"Nic!"
"Lauren don't fucking talk to me."
"Don't burn his stuff inside the house!"
She laughed cold heartedly and continued snatching his clothes down and putting them in a pile. I'll burn this shit down with us all in it. She thought.
~~~~~~
He walked into the house and shrugged at it being quieter than he thought it would be since her friends were suppose to be over. He headed up the stairs to the family room were he heard talking and Nicki crying through her mumbles. He stepped into the room to see his clothes on the floor and a knife in her hand. They looked back to him and smacked and mumbled.
"What the hell?"
"Why didn't you answer your phone? Where you been?"
"I was in NY... Shopping and what the hell is wrong with you?"
"YOU! So you messing with drugs again!"
"What? Hell no!"
"Why would my friend fucking lie?"
"I don't fucking kn...."
Nicki charged at him with the knife and grabbed her arm and snatched it out of her hand then threw across the room floor. She snatched away from him and punched him in the face making his lip bleed. He sucked in his lip then stepped back to calm his self.
"Alright, believe what you want. I'm out. Go fuck your friend who's checking for me and don't know shit!"
He shouted then threw the bags at her. She looked back at them then broke down again as she looked down into the bags. She threw them on the floor and went after him, but he was gone.
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Wednesday, December 19, 2012
Meet Up
Linda walked into the house around 9:30 with her a box and a big bag. She tossed them on the sofa in the living room then walked slowly up the stairs to her parents room. She first looked into Aiydan's room, but he wasn't in there, so she looked at her watch and noticed it was kind of late so he probably was in bed with them. She walked out of his room to be scared half to death by Maddy standing there staring at her with a hard look.
"You were supposed to be here at six."
"I lost a track of time..."
"No, Fred just the only one that gets your time."
"Shut up Maddy, I always have time for you guys."
"Yeah when we're all busy and stuff to do like sleep."
She stated crossing her arms and falling to one hip. They shared a stare down until Linda shook her head and walked around her. She was almost to the door when Maddy spoke up again.
"They're not here, guess you didn't pay attention to the family car not being in the driveway."
"You should of.... Why are you so against me?"
"Why are you such a liar?"
"Liar?"
"The only reason you're moving out is because you're pregnant."
"What?"
"Fred told Licour the day you told mom you're moving out. I heard the whole phone conversation. You're not even supposed to be seeing him and now you're pregnant, but congratulation on being able to lie to mom and dad."
"I'm not lying to them, I am going to school actually I got accepted before I found out I was pregnant, thank you while you're all in my business."
She stated walking past Maddy. She looked her small frame over and chuckled. Lil bitch always thinks she knows something, she should stay in a child's place. She rushed down the stairs and jumped off the last stair heading towards the living room.
"Oh, and another thing... I got an abortion did you hear that part of the conversation? Fred paid for it because I'm not ready to be a mother. Nosy lil bitch!"
She hollered as she grabbed her things off the sofa and walked back out the door. She got in Fred's car and drove down her old block and sighed loudly as memories flooded her mind. Where is Linda? Who am I? She sat at the stop sign staring into the distance for a few minutes just thinking. I'm seventeen. Why is my life like this? Why can't shit just be easy?
*******
[10pm]
Nicki sat speechless as Sam walked out the door. Safaree had been left her side and now she sat across from Marquez and Lily An. She tried to think of what just happened the past our, but everything wasn't registering, everything felt out a place and everything was wrong. She grabbed her clutch to go find her husband who had left an hour ago. We rode together please just be in the car. She walked through the doors and out into the still wind and looked around for her husband. She began walking towards their car and sighed sadly seeing him sitting against the van.
"Faree?"
"Why? Just please explain it."
"We need to focus on us, our family and he's already talked to the kids about it."
"You knew he was talking to them?"
She slowly nodded her head as he pushed off the van and went to her side for her to get it. She slowly walked towards him and stood on her tip toes and kissed his lips. He didn't move a muscle or reject her. She started to deepen the kiss, but he pulled away.
"Faree.. Please don't.."
"Get in the car."
She glanced at him then got in the van. She jumped when the door slammed against the van. I know I have to hear his mouth the entire ride. She watched him get in and slammed his door then jammed the key in the ignition and started the van.
"I don't want to talk. At all."
He stated as they pulled out of the restaurant parking lot.
~~~~~~
[Earlier: 8pm]
SB walked behind Nicki as she stepped up on the curb and entered the restaurant they were meeting Marquez at. He was cool, but didn't feel like being there. Nicki needed him though, so he sucked it up and got dressed in what she picked out. He looked down at the light pink V neck paired with some black fitted jeans that he hated cause he had to tuck his penis. Nicki looked back to see his face scrunched up while looking down at his clothes.
"You look nice, Daddy."
"No I don't, squeezing my dick."
"Then go change then."
She huffed at him still complaining about the pants she chose. She smiled on the inside when walked up behind her and followed her to the table. She liked the pants, so she could be distracted by his penis as Quez talked about whatever he needed to say. Hope this nigga say what he has to say, so we can get back to our kids.
They sat down at a back table against a wall. Nicki huffed seeing Lily An walk in all smiles next to Marquez. Bitch. She thought throwing her legs into SB's lap and faced him. He rubbed her thighs to keep her calm seeing her become upset as they walked over. Lily An extended her hand out to her, but Nic just looked it up and down then turned back to SB and watched him shake her and Quez's hand. She punched his chest and squinted her eyes. He grabbed at his chest then pushed her legs into the floor.
"Nic, Safaree.. Glad you guys came."
"Um huh."
"I guess we'll get straight to the point."
"Best thing."
"Can we eat first?"
Lily An spoke up as she waved a waitress over. Nicki rolled her eyes and sat back against the chair staring at them hard across the table. Bitch, shouldn't even be here. Had I know this bitch was coming, I'd a stayed home. Nicki thought not really hungry since her and SB had eaten before they left the house.
"Okay, can I have the shrimp pasta and a Margarita with extra alcohol."
"And I'll have the steak burger, onion rings and a coke."
Nicki grabbed SB's menu and handed it to the waitress before he could fix his mouth to talk. She glared over at him in return he put his head down and pretended to be texting. She sat up straighter in her seat and eyed them.
"Speak."
"What you want to know first?"
"Macy! Why the fuck didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't think she would get that skin disease, we didn't get it."
"Okay, but you guys have it! Her hair started falling out in chunks then you tell me "Oh I'm not her real father.""
"What?"
"Faree not right now!"
"Explain!!"
"Nic, calm your voice please."
"NO WHAT'S GOING ON?"
"Baby..."
SB spoke up calmly as he placed his hand on her thigh. She looked over at him then back to Quez.
"Explain."
"I went to get your eggs that day and couldn't get off okay. The next day I went to do the same and still couldn't. My sperm count was low.... So I asked my brother to fertilize the egg for me."
"Wow, goes to show you shouldn't have been doing it you ass!"
"Neeki, calm down talk...."
"Bitch, STFU! I don't give a fuck about you sitting here... Your two cents should be kept to your fucking self!"
Nicki snarled at Lily before the waitress came over placing their drinks in front of them. Nicki looked at her phone to see 8:45 and sighed loudly thinking if Aiydan had been fed already. She was snapped out of her thoughts as Marquez told Safaree that he wanted to take the kids off their hands.
"What?"
"Oh, I was wondering if we could have custody of our kids again...."
"No!"
"Nicki, Maddy and Layshun are still our kids and we want a second chance."
"No, you don't get a second chance!"
"Why not? Wouldn't you want to make things better with your kids while you can? We were having trouble, we messed up, but we've always loved our kids."
Lily interjected. SB was heated. How the fuck these loser ass mother fuckers going to come in here explaining why they deserve a second fucking chance? They don't deserve shit! We raised the first three we might as well finished with the last two!
"No, no..."
"Neeki, please we've honestly changed, we want the best for them just like you and plus you guys are young and need to start you guys own family. Don't you want that? Let us just get our kids back and finish were you left off. You can come visit when ever."
Nicki was quiet thinking as SB sat quiet staring at the side of her face. His heart fell when she shrugged her shoulders.
"Look, I don't care if you've changed that..."
"Maddy and Layshun want to be with us."
"No they don't... Who..."
"I asked them last week and they believe that their ready to come home and are greatly appreciative of what you've done for them and want to give us a second chance. Nicki, please?"
Nicki quickly pulled her phone up and pressed two and waited for an answer. Maddy answered the phone cooing at Aiydan then cheerily said wassup mommy.
"Maddy, be honest with me."
"Always."
"Are you ready to live with your birth parents?"
The phone got quiet. Nicki silently let a few tears fall before hanging up.
"When ever you guys are ready for them come pick them up."
Nicki reached out for an angry SB, but he pushed her hand hard against the table and stormed out.
~~~~~~
They reached the house and neither moved to get out the car. Nicki stared out the window while SB leaned forward with his head against the steering wheel. Nicki was numb to all the feelings, emotions and muscles in her body. SB was hurt and sad at her just giving up.
"Faree, I'm sorry."
"Ha."
"You'll understand later."
"Why didn't you tell me about Macy?"
"I mean..."
"No why didn't you tell me you met with that fucking bastard of a father of hers?"
"I didn't want you getting upset..."
"So doing the shit behind my back.... Alright Nicki."
He chuckled opening his door and getting out. He stalked to the front door leaving Nicki in her thoughts. How the hell am I going to fix us now?
"You were supposed to be here at six."
"I lost a track of time..."
"No, Fred just the only one that gets your time."
"Shut up Maddy, I always have time for you guys."
"Yeah when we're all busy and stuff to do like sleep."
She stated crossing her arms and falling to one hip. They shared a stare down until Linda shook her head and walked around her. She was almost to the door when Maddy spoke up again.
"They're not here, guess you didn't pay attention to the family car not being in the driveway."
"You should of.... Why are you so against me?"
"Why are you such a liar?"
"Liar?"
"The only reason you're moving out is because you're pregnant."
"What?"
"Fred told Licour the day you told mom you're moving out. I heard the whole phone conversation. You're not even supposed to be seeing him and now you're pregnant, but congratulation on being able to lie to mom and dad."
"I'm not lying to them, I am going to school actually I got accepted before I found out I was pregnant, thank you while you're all in my business."
She stated walking past Maddy. She looked her small frame over and chuckled. Lil bitch always thinks she knows something, she should stay in a child's place. She rushed down the stairs and jumped off the last stair heading towards the living room.
"Oh, and another thing... I got an abortion did you hear that part of the conversation? Fred paid for it because I'm not ready to be a mother. Nosy lil bitch!"
She hollered as she grabbed her things off the sofa and walked back out the door. She got in Fred's car and drove down her old block and sighed loudly as memories flooded her mind. Where is Linda? Who am I? She sat at the stop sign staring into the distance for a few minutes just thinking. I'm seventeen. Why is my life like this? Why can't shit just be easy?
*******
[10pm]
Nicki sat speechless as Sam walked out the door. Safaree had been left her side and now she sat across from Marquez and Lily An. She tried to think of what just happened the past our, but everything wasn't registering, everything felt out a place and everything was wrong. She grabbed her clutch to go find her husband who had left an hour ago. We rode together please just be in the car. She walked through the doors and out into the still wind and looked around for her husband. She began walking towards their car and sighed sadly seeing him sitting against the van.
"Faree?"
"Why? Just please explain it."
"We need to focus on us, our family and he's already talked to the kids about it."
"You knew he was talking to them?"
She slowly nodded her head as he pushed off the van and went to her side for her to get it. She slowly walked towards him and stood on her tip toes and kissed his lips. He didn't move a muscle or reject her. She started to deepen the kiss, but he pulled away.
"Faree.. Please don't.."
"Get in the car."
She glanced at him then got in the van. She jumped when the door slammed against the van. I know I have to hear his mouth the entire ride. She watched him get in and slammed his door then jammed the key in the ignition and started the van.
"I don't want to talk. At all."
He stated as they pulled out of the restaurant parking lot.
~~~~~~
[Earlier: 8pm]
SB walked behind Nicki as she stepped up on the curb and entered the restaurant they were meeting Marquez at. He was cool, but didn't feel like being there. Nicki needed him though, so he sucked it up and got dressed in what she picked out. He looked down at the light pink V neck paired with some black fitted jeans that he hated cause he had to tuck his penis. Nicki looked back to see his face scrunched up while looking down at his clothes.
"You look nice, Daddy."
"No I don't, squeezing my dick."
"Then go change then."
She huffed at him still complaining about the pants she chose. She smiled on the inside when walked up behind her and followed her to the table. She liked the pants, so she could be distracted by his penis as Quez talked about whatever he needed to say. Hope this nigga say what he has to say, so we can get back to our kids.
They sat down at a back table against a wall. Nicki huffed seeing Lily An walk in all smiles next to Marquez. Bitch. She thought throwing her legs into SB's lap and faced him. He rubbed her thighs to keep her calm seeing her become upset as they walked over. Lily An extended her hand out to her, but Nic just looked it up and down then turned back to SB and watched him shake her and Quez's hand. She punched his chest and squinted her eyes. He grabbed at his chest then pushed her legs into the floor.
"Nic, Safaree.. Glad you guys came."
"Um huh."
"I guess we'll get straight to the point."
"Best thing."
"Can we eat first?"
Lily An spoke up as she waved a waitress over. Nicki rolled her eyes and sat back against the chair staring at them hard across the table. Bitch, shouldn't even be here. Had I know this bitch was coming, I'd a stayed home. Nicki thought not really hungry since her and SB had eaten before they left the house.
"Okay, can I have the shrimp pasta and a Margarita with extra alcohol."
"And I'll have the steak burger, onion rings and a coke."
Nicki grabbed SB's menu and handed it to the waitress before he could fix his mouth to talk. She glared over at him in return he put his head down and pretended to be texting. She sat up straighter in her seat and eyed them.
"Speak."
"What you want to know first?"
"Macy! Why the fuck didn't you tell me?"
"I didn't think she would get that skin disease, we didn't get it."
"Okay, but you guys have it! Her hair started falling out in chunks then you tell me "Oh I'm not her real father.""
"What?"
"Faree not right now!"
"Explain!!"
"Nic, calm your voice please."
"NO WHAT'S GOING ON?"
"Baby..."
SB spoke up calmly as he placed his hand on her thigh. She looked over at him then back to Quez.
"Explain."
"I went to get your eggs that day and couldn't get off okay. The next day I went to do the same and still couldn't. My sperm count was low.... So I asked my brother to fertilize the egg for me."
"Wow, goes to show you shouldn't have been doing it you ass!"
"Neeki, calm down talk...."
"Bitch, STFU! I don't give a fuck about you sitting here... Your two cents should be kept to your fucking self!"
Nicki snarled at Lily before the waitress came over placing their drinks in front of them. Nicki looked at her phone to see 8:45 and sighed loudly thinking if Aiydan had been fed already. She was snapped out of her thoughts as Marquez told Safaree that he wanted to take the kids off their hands.
"What?"
"Oh, I was wondering if we could have custody of our kids again...."
"No!"
"Nicki, Maddy and Layshun are still our kids and we want a second chance."
"No, you don't get a second chance!"
"Why not? Wouldn't you want to make things better with your kids while you can? We were having trouble, we messed up, but we've always loved our kids."
Lily interjected. SB was heated. How the fuck these loser ass mother fuckers going to come in here explaining why they deserve a second fucking chance? They don't deserve shit! We raised the first three we might as well finished with the last two!
"No, no..."
"Neeki, please we've honestly changed, we want the best for them just like you and plus you guys are young and need to start you guys own family. Don't you want that? Let us just get our kids back and finish were you left off. You can come visit when ever."
Nicki was quiet thinking as SB sat quiet staring at the side of her face. His heart fell when she shrugged her shoulders.
"Look, I don't care if you've changed that..."
"Maddy and Layshun want to be with us."
"No they don't... Who..."
"I asked them last week and they believe that their ready to come home and are greatly appreciative of what you've done for them and want to give us a second chance. Nicki, please?"
Nicki quickly pulled her phone up and pressed two and waited for an answer. Maddy answered the phone cooing at Aiydan then cheerily said wassup mommy.
"Maddy, be honest with me."
"Always."
"Are you ready to live with your birth parents?"
The phone got quiet. Nicki silently let a few tears fall before hanging up.
"When ever you guys are ready for them come pick them up."
Nicki reached out for an angry SB, but he pushed her hand hard against the table and stormed out.
~~~~~~
They reached the house and neither moved to get out the car. Nicki stared out the window while SB leaned forward with his head against the steering wheel. Nicki was numb to all the feelings, emotions and muscles in her body. SB was hurt and sad at her just giving up.
"Faree, I'm sorry."
"Ha."
"You'll understand later."
"Why didn't you tell me about Macy?"
"I mean..."
"No why didn't you tell me you met with that fucking bastard of a father of hers?"
"I didn't want you getting upset..."
"So doing the shit behind my back.... Alright Nicki."
He chuckled opening his door and getting out. He stalked to the front door leaving Nicki in her thoughts. How the hell am I going to fix us now?
Monday, December 17, 2012
All Out
Nicki called up TT, Thembi, Candi and Lauren to go out with her. She needed to hang with her girls because she needed to vent. She pulled up outside of Candi's apartment building along side of Lauren and TT's cars. She sighed then made her way up the two flights of stairs and was met with all the girls hands out for a hug.
"What's going on Nika?"
"TT, I can't.... QJ moving out, Licour is moving out and my baby Linda just got accepted into college, so she's moving out."
"WAIT, Nic bitch. You had us worried cause those GROWN ass kids are moving out? Let me go put my damn wine up!"
The girls laughed as Candi walked out of the living room. Nicki sat with her legs underneath her in the chair across the TV and stared into it even though there was nothing on it. The girls exchanged looks as she chewed on the side of her jaw.
"Can, Gworl, bring those drinks. We home need em' there's more to it."
"Yes! Alright, orange juice or apple?"
"Both honey!"
"He called the other night and said we need to talk."
"Who?"
"Said that it was important and we couldn't do it over the phone."
"WHO BITCH?"
"I'm nervous and I haven't spoken to Faree about yet. I don't know what I'm a do, I don't think it's a good idea to meet him."
"Brim?"
"Derek?"
"Sam?"
"Woah, who's Sam?"
Nicki quickly cut her eyes at Thembi. She held her arms up in surrender. Candi placed the glasses of whatever she mixed on the table then went back and got two pitchers of it. The girls sipped it as she stood there staring.
"What is this?"
"Really this shit is good AF!"
"I want to know who the hell is Sam?"
TT blurted out as she stared into Nic's sadden face. They all turned back to her, but she kept her eyes on the glass in her hand. TT cleared her throat as she waited for Nicki to answer her.
"He's no-one."
"Did you cheat on SB with him?"
She stayed quiet.
"Thembi?"
"Wait, I'm just as shocked as you! I knew nothing about her fucking him! Nic, you serious?"
"No, I didn't fuck him or anything! He's Macy's father."
"WAIT!!"
"But, Marquez?"
"He knew, Sam is his brother."
"I can't believe this shit!"
"Thembi really?"
"Look, Nika asked me to do her a favor and I did it okay!"
"So what's going on with you and Sam does Safaree know?"
"Nothing and hell no! Shit, I don't even know how I'm going to tell him that Marquez wants to meet up!"
"What the fuck he want?"
"I don't know, but I feel uneasy about the situation."
"What he sound like?"
"Like his old self. He was calm and cheery."
Lauren and Nicki exchanged looks a few times as she spoke. Every time Nic mentioned something about her husband Lauren had a slick comment and a jab there. Nicki was getting fed up with her shit and finally just looked directly in her face and spoke to her.
"What's your deal with Safaree, huh?"
"Nothing."
"NO it's obviously something because you been talking shit about him this entire time!"
"Nic calm..."
"NO Speak your fucking mind since you have so much slick shit to say!"
Lauren didn't say anything just leaned back in her chair as they eyed each other,
"Nic, he's still in the game!"
The room grew really quiet as everyone watched her for her reaction. She breathe slowly.
"How you know?"
"Brim and Monique came by my house a few months ago. Told me that he cut Brim's Johnson off and was pimping her until they paid his money back."
She let out without a breath. Nicki nearly melted into her seat as she felt her bones give out on her. How could he? He promised! She grabbed her purse and keys then stood to walk out the door, but TT grabbed her arm. They communicated through eye contact. Nicki shrugged her worried look off and raced out the house to her car.
******
QJ and Maia were getting into his car when Nicki pulled up. Maia walked up to her as she got out the car, but Nic just brushed past her. Maia looked at QJ as he shrugged his shoulders. They both followed behind her as they heard her yelling Safaree's name with anger. He came racing out of Aiydan's room with a smile on his face which faded fast seeing her face.
"Was..."
"So you're back in the game huh?"
"WHAT? Hell no!"
"DONT FUCKING LIE TO ME!"
"I'm not lying, I haven't been in contact with drugs since we got married!"
"So now you just gone keep lying?"
"Baby, I promise on my life...."
"Well DIE!"
He stepped back a little at her words coming out harsh. What the fuck did those hoes tell her? He started down the stairs as she began to walk back out the door. Maia jumped to the side as they both bum rushed her out the door way.
"Nic, don't do this! Where are you getting this?"
"Don't worry about it just know that Brim and Monique are looking for you!"
"What? Nic, talk to me dammit."
He said snatching the car door from her. She tried to pull it back closed, but he held on to it. She hit the steering wheel as the tears filled her eye lids then overflowed. He bent down in front of her and grabbed her chin making her look at him.
"Look I don't know which one of your hating ass friends told you that I'm still doing that, but they lied. As for Brim and Monique I handled them how I know how to handle them and how they deserved to be handled. Got my money back."
He shrugged as she looked over his face.
"I believe you and don't talk about my friend like that, she's just looking out for me."
"Naw, she just fucking hating."
He said not taking back what he meant. He knew it was Lauren, but he wouldn't let her know cause then she'd stop him from saying what he wanted to say to her. Nosy ass friends don't be knowing shit.
******
Nicki sighed as the last few items of Licour's left the house. She held Aiydan on her hip as made her way into the empty room that was once his and fought her tears. They grow up so fast. She looked down at Aiydan and smirked.
"Don't grow up."
"Ma Ma."
"Yes, baby."
"Da Da."
She followed his finger to Safaree and smiled. He held her phone out and cleared his throat at the message he opened. She looked up then back at the message. She sighed then placed Aiydan on the floor and watched him crawl up to the window.
"Faree, I was going to tell you... I just didn't know when."
"No secrets remember?"
"We just said that two days ago."
"And I asked if you had something to fucking tell me."
"I didn't at the time."
"So this just slipped your mind?"
"Yeah, it's not a big deal."
"So going to see some nigga behind my back ain't a big deal, but me getting a dance from a stripper, who I can't even touch, is a big deal? Alright."
He grabbed her hand and slapped her phone in it then went and picked Aiydan up. Nicki shook her head as she replied to Marquez's text then watched SB storm past her out of the room mumbling.
"Shaan, lets go see TeeTee Neequa."
"So you're just going to leave me here."
"You got legs that can walk."
"Faree, I was going to tell me."
"You meet him in two days, when was you gone let me know in advance? You wasn't cause you know I work Saturday. Trying to fucking play me."
"I'm not! I just needed an excuse to cancel on him."
"Right."
He replied nonchalantly as he placed Aiydan in his car seat. Nicki got in the car on the passenger side and looked o ET at him when he got in the car. He pulled out the drive way and header for his sister's house to get Maddy, Layshun and Macy.
"Faree, I was nervous! Just finding out he isn't Macy's father and now he want...."
"Huh? Macy's father?"
"You know when we went to go get her checked out because of her skin disease. You know I don't have that in my family and the doctor said that the child's parents usually has trances of it in their DNA well.... Marquez doesn't, but his brother does."
She said quieting down as he just sat at the green light trying to wrap it around his mind.
"So now, we have...."
"Marquez is going to tell her."
"That's why he been texting you?"
"That and whatever else he wants to talk about..... I'm not sure I can do this."
"I'm right here with you just let me in, let me know."
"I'm sorry."
"It's alright, I love you and feed your son."
She smiled then reached back and grabbed Aiydan out of his car seat and fed him while SB went in got the kids.
"What's going on Nika?"
"TT, I can't.... QJ moving out, Licour is moving out and my baby Linda just got accepted into college, so she's moving out."
"WAIT, Nic bitch. You had us worried cause those GROWN ass kids are moving out? Let me go put my damn wine up!"
The girls laughed as Candi walked out of the living room. Nicki sat with her legs underneath her in the chair across the TV and stared into it even though there was nothing on it. The girls exchanged looks as she chewed on the side of her jaw.
"Can, Gworl, bring those drinks. We home need em' there's more to it."
"Yes! Alright, orange juice or apple?"
"Both honey!"
"He called the other night and said we need to talk."
"Who?"
"Said that it was important and we couldn't do it over the phone."
"WHO BITCH?"
"I'm nervous and I haven't spoken to Faree about yet. I don't know what I'm a do, I don't think it's a good idea to meet him."
"Brim?"
"Derek?"
"Sam?"
"Woah, who's Sam?"
Nicki quickly cut her eyes at Thembi. She held her arms up in surrender. Candi placed the glasses of whatever she mixed on the table then went back and got two pitchers of it. The girls sipped it as she stood there staring.
"What is this?"
"Really this shit is good AF!"
"I want to know who the hell is Sam?"
TT blurted out as she stared into Nic's sadden face. They all turned back to her, but she kept her eyes on the glass in her hand. TT cleared her throat as she waited for Nicki to answer her.
"He's no-one."
"Did you cheat on SB with him?"
She stayed quiet.
"Thembi?"
"Wait, I'm just as shocked as you! I knew nothing about her fucking him! Nic, you serious?"
"No, I didn't fuck him or anything! He's Macy's father."
"WAIT!!"
"But, Marquez?"
"He knew, Sam is his brother."
"I can't believe this shit!"
"Thembi really?"
"Look, Nika asked me to do her a favor and I did it okay!"
"So what's going on with you and Sam does Safaree know?"
"Nothing and hell no! Shit, I don't even know how I'm going to tell him that Marquez wants to meet up!"
"What the fuck he want?"
"I don't know, but I feel uneasy about the situation."
"What he sound like?"
"Like his old self. He was calm and cheery."
Lauren and Nicki exchanged looks a few times as she spoke. Every time Nic mentioned something about her husband Lauren had a slick comment and a jab there. Nicki was getting fed up with her shit and finally just looked directly in her face and spoke to her.
"What's your deal with Safaree, huh?"
"Nothing."
"NO it's obviously something because you been talking shit about him this entire time!"
"Nic calm..."
"NO Speak your fucking mind since you have so much slick shit to say!"
Lauren didn't say anything just leaned back in her chair as they eyed each other,
"Nic, he's still in the game!"
The room grew really quiet as everyone watched her for her reaction. She breathe slowly.
"How you know?"
"Brim and Monique came by my house a few months ago. Told me that he cut Brim's Johnson off and was pimping her until they paid his money back."
She let out without a breath. Nicki nearly melted into her seat as she felt her bones give out on her. How could he? He promised! She grabbed her purse and keys then stood to walk out the door, but TT grabbed her arm. They communicated through eye contact. Nicki shrugged her worried look off and raced out the house to her car.
******
QJ and Maia were getting into his car when Nicki pulled up. Maia walked up to her as she got out the car, but Nic just brushed past her. Maia looked at QJ as he shrugged his shoulders. They both followed behind her as they heard her yelling Safaree's name with anger. He came racing out of Aiydan's room with a smile on his face which faded fast seeing her face.
"Was..."
"So you're back in the game huh?"
"WHAT? Hell no!"
"DONT FUCKING LIE TO ME!"
"I'm not lying, I haven't been in contact with drugs since we got married!"
"So now you just gone keep lying?"
"Baby, I promise on my life...."
"Well DIE!"
He stepped back a little at her words coming out harsh. What the fuck did those hoes tell her? He started down the stairs as she began to walk back out the door. Maia jumped to the side as they both bum rushed her out the door way.
"Nic, don't do this! Where are you getting this?"
"Don't worry about it just know that Brim and Monique are looking for you!"
"What? Nic, talk to me dammit."
He said snatching the car door from her. She tried to pull it back closed, but he held on to it. She hit the steering wheel as the tears filled her eye lids then overflowed. He bent down in front of her and grabbed her chin making her look at him.
"Look I don't know which one of your hating ass friends told you that I'm still doing that, but they lied. As for Brim and Monique I handled them how I know how to handle them and how they deserved to be handled. Got my money back."
He shrugged as she looked over his face.
"I believe you and don't talk about my friend like that, she's just looking out for me."
"Naw, she just fucking hating."
He said not taking back what he meant. He knew it was Lauren, but he wouldn't let her know cause then she'd stop him from saying what he wanted to say to her. Nosy ass friends don't be knowing shit.
******
Nicki sighed as the last few items of Licour's left the house. She held Aiydan on her hip as made her way into the empty room that was once his and fought her tears. They grow up so fast. She looked down at Aiydan and smirked.
"Don't grow up."
"Ma Ma."
"Yes, baby."
"Da Da."
She followed his finger to Safaree and smiled. He held her phone out and cleared his throat at the message he opened. She looked up then back at the message. She sighed then placed Aiydan on the floor and watched him crawl up to the window.
"Faree, I was going to tell you... I just didn't know when."
"No secrets remember?"
"We just said that two days ago."
"And I asked if you had something to fucking tell me."
"I didn't at the time."
"So this just slipped your mind?"
"Yeah, it's not a big deal."
"So going to see some nigga behind my back ain't a big deal, but me getting a dance from a stripper, who I can't even touch, is a big deal? Alright."
He grabbed her hand and slapped her phone in it then went and picked Aiydan up. Nicki shook her head as she replied to Marquez's text then watched SB storm past her out of the room mumbling.
"Shaan, lets go see TeeTee Neequa."
"So you're just going to leave me here."
"You got legs that can walk."
"Faree, I was going to tell me."
"You meet him in two days, when was you gone let me know in advance? You wasn't cause you know I work Saturday. Trying to fucking play me."
"I'm not! I just needed an excuse to cancel on him."
"Right."
He replied nonchalantly as he placed Aiydan in his car seat. Nicki got in the car on the passenger side and looked o ET at him when he got in the car. He pulled out the drive way and header for his sister's house to get Maddy, Layshun and Macy.
"Faree, I was nervous! Just finding out he isn't Macy's father and now he want...."
"Huh? Macy's father?"
"You know when we went to go get her checked out because of her skin disease. You know I don't have that in my family and the doctor said that the child's parents usually has trances of it in their DNA well.... Marquez doesn't, but his brother does."
She said quieting down as he just sat at the green light trying to wrap it around his mind.
"So now, we have...."
"Marquez is going to tell her."
"That's why he been texting you?"
"That and whatever else he wants to talk about..... I'm not sure I can do this."
"I'm right here with you just let me in, let me know."
"I'm sorry."
"It's alright, I love you and feed your son."
She smiled then reached back and grabbed Aiydan out of his car seat and fed him while SB went in got the kids.
Friday, December 7, 2012
Nicki
I'm in LA caring for our kids and this nigga out here fucking around with strippers! OH, he just better get here tonight or tomorrow. She picked up Aiydan off his bed after she internally fussed about SB as she changed his diaper. He frowned deeply as he sensed her mood change from that morning to the even. Nicki shuffled as she held him on her hip. She grabbed her phone and looked at the twenty texts she got from him and huffed. Probably all fucking lies, I don't want to see that shit. She groaned as her phone began to ring and his voice boomed through and caused Aiydan perk up and smile. She smiled at his big goofy smile. He clapped and chanted DaDa. She pressed answer and put the phone to his ear.
"DaDa."
She listened a little to hear what was being said. She huffed again as she Aiydan smile widen then disappeared again as he cooed and awed. She continued down the stairs into the kitchen where Macy stood against the stove watching Linda make fried shrimp. Nicki placed Aiydan in his high chair then put the phone to her ear.
"When are you getting here?"
"Three today."
"Um huh."
"Nic, I swear it's not what you think."
"What am I thinking Safaree? Huh, since you think you know, obviously."
"I didn't fuck anybody."
"Really? I mean the way your hands were..."
"It was just a kiss and I wasn't the one who kissed her."
"Why the fuck is she kissing you? Huh?"
"I don't know what the hell she was thinking?"
"Well when you get here, we'll go find out."
She stated before hanging up on him. Bitch shouldn't even be that close to him. She walked over to Linda's laptop and pulled the picture. She looked over the picture becoming even more pissed when she noticed his ring wasn't on his finger. Oh, so he just making himself fucking available for these hoes to be all in his face. Only God is saving him from me fucking him up on sight. She closed the tab and dialed up Lauren and Candi.
"Yawl there?"
"Yep!"
"Wassup?"
"Why didn't you hoes tell me, Faree left the fucking state?"
"WHAT? C-Boy told me that he was in his fucking hotel suite missing you and.."
"Well he wasn't! His dumb ass was at some fucking strip club with 2 Chainz!"
"Wait, 2 Chainz is in ATL!"
"ATL?"
Nicki paused for a second. What the hell he doing in ATL without his wannabe thug of friends. She drifted off into her thoughts as the girls talked about why would he be in ATL. So he goes down south to fucking screw me over. She chuckled while shaking her head causing her friends to be quiet.
"Meet me in ATL tomorrow."
"Nic are you serious?"
"As a heart attack and Safaree's going to show me to this bitch."
"Wait, who is the bitch? Safaree cheated on you?"
"I knew he was fucking dirty!"
"We not gone go there now Lauren."
"Oh, he cheats and you still fucking take up for him?"
"BACK TO THE MATTER AT HAND! Which bitch we bout to go fuck up?"
"I'm bout to find out today."
~~~~~~
[4pm Same Day]
SB after driving around for an hour after landing finally pulled up in the yard. Nicki walked out the door and waited for him on the porch. She became pissed again as he walked up and stood in front of her looking down at the ground and avoided her eyes. Nicki turned and walked into the house with him finally slowly behind. He shouldn't be fucking sad! I'm the one who should be looking like that! OH, I want to fuck him up right now.
She stepped into the bedroom and waited for him to drag inside. She watched him walk past her then closed the door. They both went opposite ways as he headed to the closet. She walked into the bathroom and grabbed her suitcase. He shouldn't even get unpacked. She walked up on him and grabbed his hand forcefully away from his bag and grabbed it. She looked back to see him just watching her. She pulled it open and dumped all the content in it on the bed. She pushed the stuff around and searched through it. She came across his wallet and looked through it. She then grabbed both pair of his pants and went through the pockets.
"WHERE THE HELL...."
She walked towards him and stuffed her hand into his pockets. He looked down at her face and furrowed his eyebrows. This nigga really doesn't have it! She stood up and grabbed his hands then looked them over and then smiled a tight lip smile.
"Where's your ring Safaree?"
"Huh?"
"Your wedding band! Where the hell is it?"
"I... I don't know."
"YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW?"
She shouted swinging on him and hitting him wherever her hand landed. She broke down slamming to the floor as her legs gave out on her. How could he lose something as valuable as his wedding band? He got on his knees in front of her and pulled her into his arms. She cuddled up close to him and shook her head against his chest.
"Why?"
"I had it on the entire time, I don't know where it could of went. I promise I wasn't trying to make it seem like I'm a single man."
"Then why isn't it on your finger? It wasn't even on your finger at the strip club!"
"Yes, it was!"
"Safaree!!"
She stood up and grabbed his laptop that was on the bed with his other things and pulled up the picture and showed him. She pointed to his ring finger that was hovering over the back of the stripper. She watched his face screw up. He looked at her then back at the picture.
"... I had my ring the entire day up until..."
He stopped then grabbed his phone and dialed a number. I know this bitch don't have his fucking ring. She followed behind him as he went into the walk in closet and searched his laptop bag. He flipped over every pocket and slot, but it wasn't there and that was pissing her off even more.
"C Boy, yo you got my shit!"
"What?"
"My rings nigga!"
"Oh, shit I do! I got em in the safe!"
"See!"
He looked back at her as she stood against the door frame staring at him.
"Why does he have your rings?"
"Cause..."
He looked down as C Boy spoke up then hung up. She laughed then shook her head.
"It wasn't my idea."
"Lets go, we're going back to ATL because this bitch crossed the line."
His eyes got big as she grabbed her suitcase and began walking to the door.....
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
"Baby, you serious right now?"
"I'm really about to go whoop this hoes ass."
"You don't even have to do all that! I'm never going to the strip club again."
"You a fucking lie!"
"Well at least not that one."
She eyed him as they got on the private jet back to ATL. He had spent most of his time on the way to the airport trying to convince her not to go and that it wasn't that serious, but it was that serious to her. She called Candi and Lauren to get his rings back from C-Boy then made sure they got to ATL. She sat in the chair and stared out the window with her legs cross and back to Safaree as he rambled on about how she was making it too much of a big deal.
"Safaree, Shut the hell up!"
He sighed looking at the back of her head and she could feel him watching. I ask him not to go to the strip club, that's all! I know how he is with a little drink in his system and he's letting bitches all in his face. I'm a show this bitch she fucked with the wrong bitch's husband. Hoe better find her pimp and kiss him. She was scolding and mumbling to herself. She looked back at him and rolled her eyes hard. He cracked a smile then grabbed her by her arms and made her get up off her seat. She followed behind him as he pulled her to the back where the bedroom was set up.
"What Faree?"
"I. Love. You."
He said between kisses to her neck. She rolled her eyes as she leaned back into the wall staring at him. I know, but this hoe still gone get her ass beat. She folded her arms across her chest and watched him get on his knees in front of her. He tugged on her sweats with his teeth. Nic stepped to the side and drew her hand back and slapped him across his face. He grabbed his face as he stared into her now eye to eye face. She smiled then pecked his lips then deepened it as she straddled his legs.
"You're on punishment. Next time you'll listen to me."
She stood up and swiftly made her way to the front. Thought he was gone get some? Hell no acting like a child. He's going to learn that I'm fucking serious.
~~~~~~
[ATLANTA]
Lauren and Candi laughed at SB not saying a word as Nicki made him her cushion. The whole two hours they had been in Atlanta, she was doing petty shit to him. They all sat in the hotel lobby waiting for C Boy to pull up. Nicki leaned back against him and feed him some grapes.
"Bitch, leave that man alone. He done apologized like hundred times since we got here."
"So, I'm still upset."
"You ain't too upset, feeding his ass."
"Lauren."
"Whatever."
They watched her get up and storm off. Nicki shrugged then turned back to Candi, who dipped her strawberry in a thing of sugar.
"So what's the girls name?"
"Rainbow."
"Rayven."
"Oh, you remember your bitches name?"
"Oh."
"Candi, I can't even get him to remember my new friend Krystal's name, but..... Alright."
"That just makes it even more worthy to beat her ass."
Nicki shifted on his lap becoming upset again. She wasn't mad at him because the bitch had kissed him, but she was upset his friends had convinced him to take off his rings and now he remembered a hoes name. The fuck? Alright. She stared at him as he looked down at his phone. She looked over to see who he was texting.
"What's going on with QJ?"
"Nothing, you haven't read."
"Don't get smart with me, Faree."
"Um."
He shifted under her then pushed her forward and headed towards the entrance with his bag and hers. She smirked over at Candi then quickly texted Lauren. She sat on the edge of the chair and waited for Lauren to come back to them. They eyed each other as Nic picked up her purse.
"Lauren..."
"Save it Nic, it's your life."
"If it's my life then why are you constantly so judgmental?"
"You deserve better than a ex drug dealer, who.... Never mind."
She stormed off past them to the entrance. Nicki gave Candi a what the fuck look then shrugged walking side by side with her. They texted and exchanged looks as C Boy pulled up to the curb. He rushed out the car and handed Nic Safaree's rings then smirked.
"I'm not laughing."
"Ms. Pretty, it was just so he could have a little fun these three days."
"Two."
"Um, three."
She looked over at SB as he looked back to help Candi put her bag in the trunk. Nicki walked over to them and grabbed her bag. She unzipped her bag then shoved his rings in the bottom of the bag. He went to grab it, but she smacked his hand.
"You don't deserve to wear them cause they obviously don't mean shit to you!"
"What? Yo.... Whatever.. I'm done arguing with you."
"Good, all I need you to do is shut the hell up and tell me where the club is at."
~~~~~~
[CLUB]
"Which bitch is it?"
"I don't know, which ever one is on the picture."
"SAFAREE DON'T FUCK WITH ME ROGHT NOW!"
"Nic, I don't damn remember her!"
Just when he said that a Rayven swayed over to them. She smiled as she hugged him and stood back extending her hand to Nicki. Nicki looked at him then at her and cold heartedly laughed in her face. She stood back some as she peered into Safaree's face.
"Hi, Safaree. Who's your beautiful friend?"
"Beautiful Friend, Safaree... Who am I?"
"Nicki, don't..."
"WHO AM I, SAFAREE?"
"This must be your wife?"
"OH, so YOU do know he has one?"
"Yeah, he told me."
She blushed as she looked into her face. When she saw the anger in Nic's eyes then notice that Candi and Lauren were also standing there, she backed up. Nicki walked up on her as she continued to walk backwards until she hit a bar stool.
"You disrespectful bitch."
"Look, I didn't mean to come..."
"So your lips accidentally came into contact with his?"
"No.. No.. I.. I'm sorry..."
"You sure are!"
Nicki grabbed her by her hair and yanked her to the floor as she punched her in the face. Safaree grabbed Nic's waist, but she held on to Rayven's hair and continued punching her face. She grabbed the back of her head and began banging her head against her knee. Stupid ass bitch talking bout she fucking sorry!
"Faree please stop, she's pulling my hair!"
"Nic come baby!! Stop yo!"
"Nicki!!"
"Bitch, NEXT TIME YOU FUCKING KNOW! DISRESPECTFUL ASS BITCH!!"
Nicki punched his chest and stood to her feet and walked out the club as the police came in. Rayven ran out after them and tugged on SB's shirt. Lauren and Candi watched as Nicki turned around to see him staring at her.
"Why?"
"Please just go wash your face."
"You could've helped me."
He shook his head and pulled off his shirt and handed it to her. He looked back to see Nicki storming off then went after her. He reached out to her as she made it to the car. Her face was red and her hair was wild as she paced back and forth in front of the door.
"What the fuck was that?"
"Nic, you didn't have to do that to her face!"
"She didn't have to put her lips on what's MINE!"
"So you do and bust up her face? We didn't fuck, you should be HAPPY THATS ALL IT WAS!!"
"Oh, so your next time...."
"Shut the fuck up, Nic! Just SHUT UP! You the last one to fucking talk!"
He grabbed the door of the car and slummed into the car. She began to walk past the car onto the road with Candi and Lauren following behind. Oh, so we still on that? That was ages ago and he's still talking about that shit! Ugh, fuck him!
"Nic you can't walk back to the hotel."
"Yeah, Nic come on."
"Yawl can fucking get in the car with him, but I'm not!"
"Nicki!!"
"Candi! I'm not fucking going with him."
They all stood to the right as SB pulled up on the curb and hopped out the running car. He pointed to Candi then to the car. Both friends raced to the car as he raced down the street after Nicki. She looked over at him as he grabbed her arms and turned her to face him. He back her into the fence and stared at her. He held her in the space between his body and fence, but didn't move as she tried to fight him off.
"Get off me."
"No, we gone talk before we get in the car."
"No we aren't, I'm going home... Go be with your bitch Raisin."
"Well, listen!"
She stared into his chest.
"Nic, the kiss ain't mean shit to me! I don't even fucking no where it came from! I don't feel shit for her, but sorry that she's young as fuck and stripping!"
"How do you know?"
"Look at her, Nic... Anyways, that ain't what I'm trying to get at! I only love you. My rings mean everything to me besides marriage! The woman who changed me, made me a better man and father gave them to me. I know I was stupid to let my friends talk me into taking them off, but picking up women wasn't in my fun. I'm sorry and next time I'll listen to you."
She looked up into his eyes and saw the seriousness in his face then smiled. He smirked but it disappeared as she pulled his face down and kissed him passionately slipping her tongue into his mouth. He groped her then picked her up carrying her down the street to the car slowly not to run into stuff or trip over anything. She bit down on his lip and watched his eyebrows furrow as he yelled out.
"WHAT THE FUCK?"
"Next time you tell me to the shut the fuck up, I'm a fuck you up!"
"DaDa."
She listened a little to hear what was being said. She huffed again as she Aiydan smile widen then disappeared again as he cooed and awed. She continued down the stairs into the kitchen where Macy stood against the stove watching Linda make fried shrimp. Nicki placed Aiydan in his high chair then put the phone to her ear.
"When are you getting here?"
"Three today."
"Um huh."
"Nic, I swear it's not what you think."
"What am I thinking Safaree? Huh, since you think you know, obviously."
"I didn't fuck anybody."
"Really? I mean the way your hands were..."
"It was just a kiss and I wasn't the one who kissed her."
"Why the fuck is she kissing you? Huh?"
"I don't know what the hell she was thinking?"
"Well when you get here, we'll go find out."
She stated before hanging up on him. Bitch shouldn't even be that close to him. She walked over to Linda's laptop and pulled the picture. She looked over the picture becoming even more pissed when she noticed his ring wasn't on his finger. Oh, so he just making himself fucking available for these hoes to be all in his face. Only God is saving him from me fucking him up on sight. She closed the tab and dialed up Lauren and Candi.
"Yawl there?"
"Yep!"
"Wassup?"
"Why didn't you hoes tell me, Faree left the fucking state?"
"WHAT? C-Boy told me that he was in his fucking hotel suite missing you and.."
"Well he wasn't! His dumb ass was at some fucking strip club with 2 Chainz!"
"Wait, 2 Chainz is in ATL!"
"ATL?"
Nicki paused for a second. What the hell he doing in ATL without his wannabe thug of friends. She drifted off into her thoughts as the girls talked about why would he be in ATL. So he goes down south to fucking screw me over. She chuckled while shaking her head causing her friends to be quiet.
"Meet me in ATL tomorrow."
"Nic are you serious?"
"As a heart attack and Safaree's going to show me to this bitch."
"Wait, who is the bitch? Safaree cheated on you?"
"I knew he was fucking dirty!"
"We not gone go there now Lauren."
"Oh, he cheats and you still fucking take up for him?"
"BACK TO THE MATTER AT HAND! Which bitch we bout to go fuck up?"
"I'm bout to find out today."
~~~~~~
[4pm Same Day]
SB after driving around for an hour after landing finally pulled up in the yard. Nicki walked out the door and waited for him on the porch. She became pissed again as he walked up and stood in front of her looking down at the ground and avoided her eyes. Nicki turned and walked into the house with him finally slowly behind. He shouldn't be fucking sad! I'm the one who should be looking like that! OH, I want to fuck him up right now.
She stepped into the bedroom and waited for him to drag inside. She watched him walk past her then closed the door. They both went opposite ways as he headed to the closet. She walked into the bathroom and grabbed her suitcase. He shouldn't even get unpacked. She walked up on him and grabbed his hand forcefully away from his bag and grabbed it. She looked back to see him just watching her. She pulled it open and dumped all the content in it on the bed. She pushed the stuff around and searched through it. She came across his wallet and looked through it. She then grabbed both pair of his pants and went through the pockets.
"WHERE THE HELL...."
She walked towards him and stuffed her hand into his pockets. He looked down at her face and furrowed his eyebrows. This nigga really doesn't have it! She stood up and grabbed his hands then looked them over and then smiled a tight lip smile.
"Where's your ring Safaree?"
"Huh?"
"Your wedding band! Where the hell is it?"
"I... I don't know."
"YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW?"
She shouted swinging on him and hitting him wherever her hand landed. She broke down slamming to the floor as her legs gave out on her. How could he lose something as valuable as his wedding band? He got on his knees in front of her and pulled her into his arms. She cuddled up close to him and shook her head against his chest.
"Why?"
"I had it on the entire time, I don't know where it could of went. I promise I wasn't trying to make it seem like I'm a single man."
"Then why isn't it on your finger? It wasn't even on your finger at the strip club!"
"Yes, it was!"
"Safaree!!"
She stood up and grabbed his laptop that was on the bed with his other things and pulled up the picture and showed him. She pointed to his ring finger that was hovering over the back of the stripper. She watched his face screw up. He looked at her then back at the picture.
"... I had my ring the entire day up until..."
He stopped then grabbed his phone and dialed a number. I know this bitch don't have his fucking ring. She followed behind him as he went into the walk in closet and searched his laptop bag. He flipped over every pocket and slot, but it wasn't there and that was pissing her off even more.
"C Boy, yo you got my shit!"
"What?"
"My rings nigga!"
"Oh, shit I do! I got em in the safe!"
"See!"
He looked back at her as she stood against the door frame staring at him.
"Why does he have your rings?"
"Cause..."
He looked down as C Boy spoke up then hung up. She laughed then shook her head.
"It wasn't my idea."
"Lets go, we're going back to ATL because this bitch crossed the line."
His eyes got big as she grabbed her suitcase and began walking to the door.....
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
"Baby, you serious right now?"
"I'm really about to go whoop this hoes ass."
"You don't even have to do all that! I'm never going to the strip club again."
"You a fucking lie!"
"Well at least not that one."
She eyed him as they got on the private jet back to ATL. He had spent most of his time on the way to the airport trying to convince her not to go and that it wasn't that serious, but it was that serious to her. She called Candi and Lauren to get his rings back from C-Boy then made sure they got to ATL. She sat in the chair and stared out the window with her legs cross and back to Safaree as he rambled on about how she was making it too much of a big deal.
"Safaree, Shut the hell up!"
He sighed looking at the back of her head and she could feel him watching. I ask him not to go to the strip club, that's all! I know how he is with a little drink in his system and he's letting bitches all in his face. I'm a show this bitch she fucked with the wrong bitch's husband. Hoe better find her pimp and kiss him. She was scolding and mumbling to herself. She looked back at him and rolled her eyes hard. He cracked a smile then grabbed her by her arms and made her get up off her seat. She followed behind him as he pulled her to the back where the bedroom was set up.
"What Faree?"
"I. Love. You."
He said between kisses to her neck. She rolled her eyes as she leaned back into the wall staring at him. I know, but this hoe still gone get her ass beat. She folded her arms across her chest and watched him get on his knees in front of her. He tugged on her sweats with his teeth. Nic stepped to the side and drew her hand back and slapped him across his face. He grabbed his face as he stared into her now eye to eye face. She smiled then pecked his lips then deepened it as she straddled his legs.
"You're on punishment. Next time you'll listen to me."
She stood up and swiftly made her way to the front. Thought he was gone get some? Hell no acting like a child. He's going to learn that I'm fucking serious.
~~~~~~
[ATLANTA]
Lauren and Candi laughed at SB not saying a word as Nicki made him her cushion. The whole two hours they had been in Atlanta, she was doing petty shit to him. They all sat in the hotel lobby waiting for C Boy to pull up. Nicki leaned back against him and feed him some grapes.
"Bitch, leave that man alone. He done apologized like hundred times since we got here."
"So, I'm still upset."
"You ain't too upset, feeding his ass."
"Lauren."
"Whatever."
They watched her get up and storm off. Nicki shrugged then turned back to Candi, who dipped her strawberry in a thing of sugar.
"So what's the girls name?"
"Rainbow."
"Rayven."
"Oh, you remember your bitches name?"
"Oh."
"Candi, I can't even get him to remember my new friend Krystal's name, but..... Alright."
"That just makes it even more worthy to beat her ass."
Nicki shifted on his lap becoming upset again. She wasn't mad at him because the bitch had kissed him, but she was upset his friends had convinced him to take off his rings and now he remembered a hoes name. The fuck? Alright. She stared at him as he looked down at his phone. She looked over to see who he was texting.
"What's going on with QJ?"
"Nothing, you haven't read."
"Don't get smart with me, Faree."
"Um."
He shifted under her then pushed her forward and headed towards the entrance with his bag and hers. She smirked over at Candi then quickly texted Lauren. She sat on the edge of the chair and waited for Lauren to come back to them. They eyed each other as Nic picked up her purse.
"Lauren..."
"Save it Nic, it's your life."
"If it's my life then why are you constantly so judgmental?"
"You deserve better than a ex drug dealer, who.... Never mind."
She stormed off past them to the entrance. Nicki gave Candi a what the fuck look then shrugged walking side by side with her. They texted and exchanged looks as C Boy pulled up to the curb. He rushed out the car and handed Nic Safaree's rings then smirked.
"I'm not laughing."
"Ms. Pretty, it was just so he could have a little fun these three days."
"Two."
"Um, three."
She looked over at SB as he looked back to help Candi put her bag in the trunk. Nicki walked over to them and grabbed her bag. She unzipped her bag then shoved his rings in the bottom of the bag. He went to grab it, but she smacked his hand.
"You don't deserve to wear them cause they obviously don't mean shit to you!"
"What? Yo.... Whatever.. I'm done arguing with you."
"Good, all I need you to do is shut the hell up and tell me where the club is at."
~~~~~~
[CLUB]
"Which bitch is it?"
"I don't know, which ever one is on the picture."
"SAFAREE DON'T FUCK WITH ME ROGHT NOW!"
"Nic, I don't damn remember her!"
Just when he said that a Rayven swayed over to them. She smiled as she hugged him and stood back extending her hand to Nicki. Nicki looked at him then at her and cold heartedly laughed in her face. She stood back some as she peered into Safaree's face.
"Hi, Safaree. Who's your beautiful friend?"
"Beautiful Friend, Safaree... Who am I?"
"Nicki, don't..."
"WHO AM I, SAFAREE?"
"This must be your wife?"
"OH, so YOU do know he has one?"
"Yeah, he told me."
She blushed as she looked into her face. When she saw the anger in Nic's eyes then notice that Candi and Lauren were also standing there, she backed up. Nicki walked up on her as she continued to walk backwards until she hit a bar stool.
"You disrespectful bitch."
"Look, I didn't mean to come..."
"So your lips accidentally came into contact with his?"
"No.. No.. I.. I'm sorry..."
"You sure are!"
Nicki grabbed her by her hair and yanked her to the floor as she punched her in the face. Safaree grabbed Nic's waist, but she held on to Rayven's hair and continued punching her face. She grabbed the back of her head and began banging her head against her knee. Stupid ass bitch talking bout she fucking sorry!
"Faree please stop, she's pulling my hair!"
"Nic come baby!! Stop yo!"
"Nicki!!"
"Bitch, NEXT TIME YOU FUCKING KNOW! DISRESPECTFUL ASS BITCH!!"
Nicki punched his chest and stood to her feet and walked out the club as the police came in. Rayven ran out after them and tugged on SB's shirt. Lauren and Candi watched as Nicki turned around to see him staring at her.
"Why?"
"Please just go wash your face."
"You could've helped me."
He shook his head and pulled off his shirt and handed it to her. He looked back to see Nicki storming off then went after her. He reached out to her as she made it to the car. Her face was red and her hair was wild as she paced back and forth in front of the door.
"What the fuck was that?"
"Nic, you didn't have to do that to her face!"
"She didn't have to put her lips on what's MINE!"
"So you do and bust up her face? We didn't fuck, you should be HAPPY THATS ALL IT WAS!!"
"Oh, so your next time...."
"Shut the fuck up, Nic! Just SHUT UP! You the last one to fucking talk!"
He grabbed the door of the car and slummed into the car. She began to walk past the car onto the road with Candi and Lauren following behind. Oh, so we still on that? That was ages ago and he's still talking about that shit! Ugh, fuck him!
"Nic you can't walk back to the hotel."
"Yeah, Nic come on."
"Yawl can fucking get in the car with him, but I'm not!"
"Nicki!!"
"Candi! I'm not fucking going with him."
They all stood to the right as SB pulled up on the curb and hopped out the running car. He pointed to Candi then to the car. Both friends raced to the car as he raced down the street after Nicki. She looked over at him as he grabbed her arms and turned her to face him. He back her into the fence and stared at her. He held her in the space between his body and fence, but didn't move as she tried to fight him off.
"Get off me."
"No, we gone talk before we get in the car."
"No we aren't, I'm going home... Go be with your bitch Raisin."
"Well, listen!"
She stared into his chest.
"Nic, the kiss ain't mean shit to me! I don't even fucking no where it came from! I don't feel shit for her, but sorry that she's young as fuck and stripping!"
"How do you know?"
"Look at her, Nic... Anyways, that ain't what I'm trying to get at! I only love you. My rings mean everything to me besides marriage! The woman who changed me, made me a better man and father gave them to me. I know I was stupid to let my friends talk me into taking them off, but picking up women wasn't in my fun. I'm sorry and next time I'll listen to you."
She looked up into his eyes and saw the seriousness in his face then smiled. He smirked but it disappeared as she pulled his face down and kissed him passionately slipping her tongue into his mouth. He groped her then picked her up carrying her down the street to the car slowly not to run into stuff or trip over anything. She bit down on his lip and watched his eyebrows furrow as he yelled out.
"WHAT THE FUCK?"
"Next time you tell me to the shut the fuck up, I'm a fuck you up!"
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Faree
"Feels good to be in NY!"
"What's up Boss!"
"This NY air is fresh my dude."
"Nigga, you been in LA too long."
"For real!"
He dapped up C Boy and Chance. They all got into the Rang and rode off to the hotel he was staying at. They dawned on old times of running the streets with him and how his ex Laura wanted to see him.
"Why?"
"Heard you was coming in town, Lil nigga right here couldn't stop talking."
"Yo, I was happy my big bruh was coming through... Without his wife this time."
They both cackled at his remark. This nigga think he funny. He looked down and turned on his phone remembering it was off. As soon as it cut on, Nicki was calling in.
"I'm here..."
"Why haven't you been answering your phone?"
"I just turned it on, calm down yo."
"I miss you."
"It's only been a couple of hours."
He listened to Aiydan squeal in the back as Macy yelled about her hair not being wrapped right and that's why her scarf fell off. Nicki shushed her as she turned her attention back to him.
"So you saying you don't miss me?"
He sighed knowing he needed to choose his words wisely at the moment. Even he said what he was really thinking then she'd go off on him, but if he lied then she'd find out later and go off. He shook his head as Rex whipped his wrist back and forth.
"Eye Candy got Boss whipped."
"Shut up yo."
"Faree, answer me."
"Baby, you ain't even give me time to miss you as much as you miss me."
Rex howled as he caught on to him running game. This nigga gone get me fucked up. He waved his hand around to quiet him as Chance joined in just catching on. Just like a young buck. SB stood up and hurried out the room as Nic talked about how much she missed his body and presence.
"Faree, no strip clubs, no bitches. I mean that."
"Nic, I got it I heard you at the house, in the car and in the airport."
"Just reminding you, I better not get informed..."
"Damn, I got a baby sitter? What you don't trust me?"
"I trust you just not your friends or those hoes."
"I love you, baby.."
"Faree, I'm not playing!"
"Nic, I know man."
She hung up without saying I love you and he knew she was mad. He shook his head as he made his way back to the living area of the hotel suite and slummed in the chair.
"Wassup?"
"A nigga can't have no fun!"
"Eye Candy is nuts if we not getting you out this suit and to the bar."
"Can't have...."
"She not here and she won't find out."
"She got her friends watching."
"Oh, Nigga you know we going south for the parties."
"Really?"
"Magic City with the big booty hoes.."
"HELL YEAH!"
Chance shouted too loud. They both looked at him then Rex finger waved SB over. They silently looked at each other then back at him. They both nodded then bust out laughing.
~~~~~~
SB sat on a lounge chair in the remodeled club he use to own and admired the new vibe and look of the club. The walls had be stripped if its basic black paint and was replaced with sold gold brick that was reflective. It still was a strip club, but it look like new girls worked there. He decided to wait in the club atmosphere for Rex and Vak to get back. When a light woman with short hair and bright green hazel eyes walked his way. Her smiled grew bigger as she walked up on him and sat next to him. He looked her over as he grabbed his cup of coke and swallowed some down while scooting to his left.
"So Sexy Face, you gone act like you don't know me."
"Laura, this ain't the place to talk."
"Why? You still trying to keep a low profile?"
"Yes and no."
"What does that mean?"
He huffed then leaned forward with his elbows on his thighs as he made a few glances out at his surroundings. He sighed not really seeing anyone Nic knew or so he thought. He looked over at her then looked her over admiring her curves, skin, lips and finally her eyes. He felt nothing even though this was the only other woman he wanted to marry, but he wouldn't leave the streets for her, so she started fucking with his friends. Slutty ass bitch.
"I miss you."
"Why? So you can fuck my friends?"
"Faree, I didn't mean to do that.."
"Oh, yawl just both got naked on accident."
He laughed cold heartedly as she stated that with seriousness. This bitch is crazy if she think she bout to get some fucking closure. He went to pull the flash the I'm married ring, but then remembered that Rex had taken his ring. Fuck, man! She leaned over to him and whispered I his ear.
"I can take care of you while wifey's at home."
She gripped his shirt then traced her hand down it, but he grabbed her hand and moved over some as he dropped her hand on the chair. Disrespectful hoes these days yo. He grunted then stood up walking away leaving her watching him. He made his way to the back if the club and to the office. He knocked the special knock and was rushed into the room.
"Yo we got some business to take care of, but we gone send you down there to meet this new rapper called 2 Chainz. He want to buy a piece and show you the strip clubs."
"Oh, he cool people?"
"Tight."
He nodded.
"Big Pawn got yo shit from the suite and headed to ATL. You gone ride with Frank."
******
[ATLANTA]
SB was in the middle of the dance floor dancing and rocking out as 2 Chainz rocked the mic. SB was thankful that he had brought some jewelry pieces with him because 2 Chainz was heavy in the streets and everyone wanted to know his jeweler. They even though SB was a on the move jeweler a was giving him their cards left and right. SB made his way to the bar to get a strong drink. I'm in ATL and one drink won't hurt. He asked for the darkest liquor and down his first cup and hit the desk for a second.
SB was feeling himself on his six drink. He was currently getting a dance from a stripper name Rayn. He watched her ass bounce as it popped on his lap. She looked back then straddled his lap.
"You're sexy."
"You too."
"Seeing anyone?"
He shook his head as she began popping up and down. She sat on his lap and scooted up on him. He chuckled as she rubbed up and down his chest. She leaned forward and kissed his chest that she had exposed. 2 Chainz walked over and took a picture than instagramed it.
"Yo, You look like you enjoying yaself."
"I am, this drink is good."
"I'm talkin bout dot ass on ya lap."
"Nothing like the ass I got waiting..."
"I thought you weren't seeing anyone?"
She snapped while stopping his show. He laughed in her face then stared at her hard. Bitch think she got a chance? Hoe is a stripper.
"I ain't. I'm married."
"Where's ya ring... It doesn't matter cause obviously it don't matter to you."
She smiled as she tugged on his pants. He leaned his head back and laughed loudly then grabbed her hands and moved them. He lifted her up and placed her to the side of him and stood up towering over her. He grabbed a stack and handed it to her. Then walked up and whispered in her ear while his hand was on her waist.
"You're a beautiful girl and deserve to be anywhere, but here."
~~~~~~
SB made his way out of the club with a banging headache with 2 Chainz on his side. He stumbled a little, but was still alert to his surroundings. Thank God I didn't drive. He jumped a little feeling small hands on his back. He turned to see Rain in front of him.
"Hey, I never got your name."
"Oh, it's SB."
"Your real name."
"Safaree, what's yours?"
"Rayven. I just wanted to say thank you for you know the compliment."
2 Chainz cleared his throat then pointed to the cars. SB nodded at him, but he didn't move. He faced back to Rayven to say bye when her lips smashed into his. He jumped back looking into her face as cameras began taking pictures. 2 Chainz grabbed his arm and raced him to the car.
"Papz is craze lets go nigga."
******
[Los Angeles]
Nicki sat up in her bed as Linda and Lay ran into the room with Linda's laptop. They both were wide eyed and Linda looked like she had be slapped with hurt.
"What's going on?"
"Um, you have to see for yourself."
"What?"
"Brace yourself Ma and don't do anything crazy okay?"
"Depends."
"Promise Ma?"
"No."
Linda shrugged then turned the laptop to her. Her eyes bucked at the screen as her hand clenched into a tight fist. Anger washed over her as she stared at the pictures of her husband in a strip club with 2 Chainz. She pushed the laptop back and grabbed her phone to ring him.
~~~~~~
[Safaree's Hotel]
He grabbed his forehead as Nic's voice rang from his phone. He smiled as he answered which quickly turned into a frown as she screamed loudly into his ear.
"FAREE I ASKED YOU NOT TO GO TO THE FUCKING STRIP CLUB & WHERE DOES YOUR STUPID ASS GO?"
"NIC, Baby!"
"DONT FUCKING BABY ME!"
"THEN YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO KISS THE SAME DAMN STRIPPER?"
"BABY?"
"YOU BRING YOUR ASS HOME TODAY OR IM FLYING TO NEW YORK TO FUCK YOU UP!"
"LISTEN DAMN!"
"WHAT IS THERE TO FUCKING HEAR? I SEE IT ALL OVER THE FUCKING INTERNET!!"
"What? The... Damn!"
"OH, SO HAD IT NOT BEEN ON THE FUCKING INTERNET YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TOLD ME?"
"NAW.."
"NO? SAFAREE REALLY?"
She shouted then hung up. He groaned then tried calling back, but she didn't answer. I done fucked up now. He sat up and threw his legs over the edge. He went about doing his morning duties and kept trying to get in touch with Nic, but threw the kids phones. Damn, she doing that shit again? He got dressed, packed his bag and made his way out. He had to get home and fix shit before shit got out of hand.
"What's up Boss!"
"This NY air is fresh my dude."
"Nigga, you been in LA too long."
"For real!"
He dapped up C Boy and Chance. They all got into the Rang and rode off to the hotel he was staying at. They dawned on old times of running the streets with him and how his ex Laura wanted to see him.
"Why?"
"Heard you was coming in town, Lil nigga right here couldn't stop talking."
"Yo, I was happy my big bruh was coming through... Without his wife this time."
They both cackled at his remark. This nigga think he funny. He looked down and turned on his phone remembering it was off. As soon as it cut on, Nicki was calling in.
"I'm here..."
"Why haven't you been answering your phone?"
"I just turned it on, calm down yo."
"I miss you."
"It's only been a couple of hours."
He listened to Aiydan squeal in the back as Macy yelled about her hair not being wrapped right and that's why her scarf fell off. Nicki shushed her as she turned her attention back to him.
"So you saying you don't miss me?"
He sighed knowing he needed to choose his words wisely at the moment. Even he said what he was really thinking then she'd go off on him, but if he lied then she'd find out later and go off. He shook his head as Rex whipped his wrist back and forth.
"Eye Candy got Boss whipped."
"Shut up yo."
"Faree, answer me."
"Baby, you ain't even give me time to miss you as much as you miss me."
Rex howled as he caught on to him running game. This nigga gone get me fucked up. He waved his hand around to quiet him as Chance joined in just catching on. Just like a young buck. SB stood up and hurried out the room as Nic talked about how much she missed his body and presence.
"Faree, no strip clubs, no bitches. I mean that."
"Nic, I got it I heard you at the house, in the car and in the airport."
"Just reminding you, I better not get informed..."
"Damn, I got a baby sitter? What you don't trust me?"
"I trust you just not your friends or those hoes."
"I love you, baby.."
"Faree, I'm not playing!"
"Nic, I know man."
She hung up without saying I love you and he knew she was mad. He shook his head as he made his way back to the living area of the hotel suite and slummed in the chair.
"Wassup?"
"A nigga can't have no fun!"
"Eye Candy is nuts if we not getting you out this suit and to the bar."
"Can't have...."
"She not here and she won't find out."
"She got her friends watching."
"Oh, Nigga you know we going south for the parties."
"Really?"
"Magic City with the big booty hoes.."
"HELL YEAH!"
Chance shouted too loud. They both looked at him then Rex finger waved SB over. They silently looked at each other then back at him. They both nodded then bust out laughing.
~~~~~~
SB sat on a lounge chair in the remodeled club he use to own and admired the new vibe and look of the club. The walls had be stripped if its basic black paint and was replaced with sold gold brick that was reflective. It still was a strip club, but it look like new girls worked there. He decided to wait in the club atmosphere for Rex and Vak to get back. When a light woman with short hair and bright green hazel eyes walked his way. Her smiled grew bigger as she walked up on him and sat next to him. He looked her over as he grabbed his cup of coke and swallowed some down while scooting to his left.
"So Sexy Face, you gone act like you don't know me."
"Laura, this ain't the place to talk."
"Why? You still trying to keep a low profile?"
"Yes and no."
"What does that mean?"
He huffed then leaned forward with his elbows on his thighs as he made a few glances out at his surroundings. He sighed not really seeing anyone Nic knew or so he thought. He looked over at her then looked her over admiring her curves, skin, lips and finally her eyes. He felt nothing even though this was the only other woman he wanted to marry, but he wouldn't leave the streets for her, so she started fucking with his friends. Slutty ass bitch.
"I miss you."
"Why? So you can fuck my friends?"
"Faree, I didn't mean to do that.."
"Oh, yawl just both got naked on accident."
He laughed cold heartedly as she stated that with seriousness. This bitch is crazy if she think she bout to get some fucking closure. He went to pull the flash the I'm married ring, but then remembered that Rex had taken his ring. Fuck, man! She leaned over to him and whispered I his ear.
"I can take care of you while wifey's at home."
She gripped his shirt then traced her hand down it, but he grabbed her hand and moved over some as he dropped her hand on the chair. Disrespectful hoes these days yo. He grunted then stood up walking away leaving her watching him. He made his way to the back if the club and to the office. He knocked the special knock and was rushed into the room.
"Yo we got some business to take care of, but we gone send you down there to meet this new rapper called 2 Chainz. He want to buy a piece and show you the strip clubs."
"Oh, he cool people?"
"Tight."
He nodded.
"Big Pawn got yo shit from the suite and headed to ATL. You gone ride with Frank."
******
[ATLANTA]
SB was in the middle of the dance floor dancing and rocking out as 2 Chainz rocked the mic. SB was thankful that he had brought some jewelry pieces with him because 2 Chainz was heavy in the streets and everyone wanted to know his jeweler. They even though SB was a on the move jeweler a was giving him their cards left and right. SB made his way to the bar to get a strong drink. I'm in ATL and one drink won't hurt. He asked for the darkest liquor and down his first cup and hit the desk for a second.
SB was feeling himself on his six drink. He was currently getting a dance from a stripper name Rayn. He watched her ass bounce as it popped on his lap. She looked back then straddled his lap.
"You're sexy."
"You too."
"Seeing anyone?"
He shook his head as she began popping up and down. She sat on his lap and scooted up on him. He chuckled as she rubbed up and down his chest. She leaned forward and kissed his chest that she had exposed. 2 Chainz walked over and took a picture than instagramed it.
"Yo, You look like you enjoying yaself."
"I am, this drink is good."
"I'm talkin bout dot ass on ya lap."
"Nothing like the ass I got waiting..."
"I thought you weren't seeing anyone?"
She snapped while stopping his show. He laughed in her face then stared at her hard. Bitch think she got a chance? Hoe is a stripper.
"I ain't. I'm married."
"Where's ya ring... It doesn't matter cause obviously it don't matter to you."
She smiled as she tugged on his pants. He leaned his head back and laughed loudly then grabbed her hands and moved them. He lifted her up and placed her to the side of him and stood up towering over her. He grabbed a stack and handed it to her. Then walked up and whispered in her ear while his hand was on her waist.
"You're a beautiful girl and deserve to be anywhere, but here."
~~~~~~
SB made his way out of the club with a banging headache with 2 Chainz on his side. He stumbled a little, but was still alert to his surroundings. Thank God I didn't drive. He jumped a little feeling small hands on his back. He turned to see Rain in front of him.
"Hey, I never got your name."
"Oh, it's SB."
"Your real name."
"Safaree, what's yours?"
"Rayven. I just wanted to say thank you for you know the compliment."
2 Chainz cleared his throat then pointed to the cars. SB nodded at him, but he didn't move. He faced back to Rayven to say bye when her lips smashed into his. He jumped back looking into her face as cameras began taking pictures. 2 Chainz grabbed his arm and raced him to the car.
"Papz is craze lets go nigga."
******
[Los Angeles]
Nicki sat up in her bed as Linda and Lay ran into the room with Linda's laptop. They both were wide eyed and Linda looked like she had be slapped with hurt.
"What's going on?"
"Um, you have to see for yourself."
"What?"
"Brace yourself Ma and don't do anything crazy okay?"
"Depends."
"Promise Ma?"
"No."
Linda shrugged then turned the laptop to her. Her eyes bucked at the screen as her hand clenched into a tight fist. Anger washed over her as she stared at the pictures of her husband in a strip club with 2 Chainz. She pushed the laptop back and grabbed her phone to ring him.
~~~~~~
[Safaree's Hotel]
He grabbed his forehead as Nic's voice rang from his phone. He smiled as he answered which quickly turned into a frown as she screamed loudly into his ear.
"FAREE I ASKED YOU NOT TO GO TO THE FUCKING STRIP CLUB & WHERE DOES YOUR STUPID ASS GO?"
"NIC, Baby!"
"DONT FUCKING BABY ME!"
"THEN YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO KISS THE SAME DAMN STRIPPER?"
"BABY?"
"YOU BRING YOUR ASS HOME TODAY OR IM FLYING TO NEW YORK TO FUCK YOU UP!"
"LISTEN DAMN!"
"WHAT IS THERE TO FUCKING HEAR? I SEE IT ALL OVER THE FUCKING INTERNET!!"
"What? The... Damn!"
"OH, SO HAD IT NOT BEEN ON THE FUCKING INTERNET YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TOLD ME?"
"NAW.."
"NO? SAFAREE REALLY?"
She shouted then hung up. He groaned then tried calling back, but she didn't answer. I done fucked up now. He sat up and threw his legs over the edge. He went about doing his morning duties and kept trying to get in touch with Nic, but threw the kids phones. Damn, she doing that shit again? He got dressed, packed his bag and made his way out. He had to get home and fix shit before shit got out of hand.
Friday, November 2, 2012
Open & Out
I walked up the driveway to see Linda sitting on the stairs with her hands on her face. She looked up and sighed loudly as he sat next to her.
"What's up?"
"I'm moving out."
"What?"
"I can't live here anymore."
"What happen?"
"It's her, why did she take us in when she's the reason for our family being broken."
"Ma?"
"No, Nicki."
"You mean Ma. Look, she may have been the reason for mom leaving and dad leaving, but she loved us more than they did. Everything she's doing, I bet it's her way of saying sorry, ever thought of that? Anything we want, need or try she's there for us. You're just being an ass and trying to hurt her. Don't you think you've done enough?"
"Whatever, she isn't my real mother."
"Where are you going? You have no-one, but us especially Ma.."
"Especially?"
"Yes, You know Pop didn't take us in as fast as Ma and she did it with open arms and real love more than guilt if you haven't notice. She wasn't there to hurt us, Dad brought her into this."
"She stayed."
"Women love, She loved him just like you love Wendell."
"What I don't..."
"I see how you look at him plus he was your first."
She looked down at her fingers and shrugged. She felt a connection to him, but it wasn't love. If anything she like Williams annoying self more. She leaned on her knee and looked over at him as he stared towards the house.
"Why did you leave?"
"I'm grown, plus I'm ready to settle down on my own. Can't do that in the home with my family."
"You could."
He side eyed her then smirked.
"Sound like someone you don't like right now."
She smiled then shook her head. He put his hand on her knee and shook it peering into her eyes. She fought the tears as they threatened to make an exit.
"She loves you, she just wants you to be safe. She isn't out to stop you from fun, but you caused this by going somewhere YOU weren't suppose to be."
"I know, I told her I was sorry."
"Then you insulted her afterwards."
"Well she was saying I was hoeing!"
"You both were wrong, but you really hit below the belt. She took you into her heart and home and for you to be disrespecting her like this."
She looked back down then put her hands on the step and stood up. She smiled and hugged him tight. She pulled her head back and smiled at him.
"I'm glad you're my big brother. I don't know what I would do if Q was my only brother."
"You'd be dead if it was up to him."
"He's mad at me still?"
"Yeah, but he'll get over it."
"Hopefully soon."
"Why"
"I need to see Fred."
"What? Didn't.."
"I love him Cour, a lot."
"Linda don't go sneaking out to see him."
"I'm not."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
She hooked her pinky with his and they did their promise hand shake. She walked into the house and up the stairs to her parents room. She put her hand on the doorknob and braced herself before pushing it open to see her father laying between her mother's leg. They both looked at her as she stared at them.
"Am I interrupting?"
"We were just talking about you."
"Bad?"
"No."
"Then what?"
She cheered up as she walked over to them as SB sat up after rolling over on to his back. Nic looked her over then watched her sit at the foot of the bed.
"Nic."
"I don't have anything to say, I was just listening to you."
"Mommy, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I said those things to you. I was just angry because you kept asking was I having sex and stuff when I promise on my own life I haven't did anything since William. As far as Fred, he doesn't force me to have sex and a lot of times he is the one that says I need to slow down and even help me apply for more colleges. I just don't want you guys to think bad of me."
She said rambling off while staring at the floor. Nic sat up and grabbed her hand. She looked into her piercing eyes and met her stare. Unlike everyone else Linda would stare back. Nicki liked her boldness, only sometimes. Tears started falling down Linda's face as she lost control of her emotions.
"I'm sorry, I know I hurt you! I didn't mean to, I won't do it again! I won't say it again. I never meant to say that to you..."
"Linda, baby, calm down it's okay."
Nicki wiped at her face, but the tears kept coming as if they wouldn't end. She dropped to her knees in front of her and buried her face into her stomach. Nicki smiled a little at Linda finally showing that she cared enough to cry. She stroked her hair and kissed the top of head and let her get it all out.
~~~~~~
Linda rolled over and smiled facing a sleeping Nicki and Aiydan. His little curls were falling in front of his face like Macy's did when she slept wild. She stared at the side her mother's beautiful face as she began talking a loud to herself not thinking that she would be heard.
"I can't believe this lady took me into her home and loved me more than my own parents could ever. She could of had a better life without me and I treat her like shit, but she still loves me and forgives me. Kind of happy dad slept with her. She's our angel, our protector and nurturer...."
She grabbed Nic's hand held it.
"Everything I want and need she goes out her way to get, so dumb how I am. She's my everything and without her, I know I'd be nothing. Thank you Mommy."
"I love you too."
Linda smiled at her response then snuggled into her side.
~~~~~~
"Come down for dinner."
"What are we having?"
"Daddy made rice and curry chicken."
"And carrot juice."
Nicki and Macy both made the same disgusted face as they made their way down the stairs. Linda was setting up the table and watching Aiydan drink out of his bottle. Nicki rubbed at her boobs. I'm going to get him that formula stuff cause that breast milk pump hurts my tits. She sat down in the chair next to Linda and watched him in his high chair push around the peas then mash two of them in his hands. He smirked up at her then pushed them in his mouth. Such a smart ass.
"Nicki come here."
"What Safaree."
He didn't say anything, so she got up and stalked to the kitchen. When she stepped into there, he grabbed her waist and placed her on the counter top near the stove. She watched him dip a spoon in a bowl then raised it to her mouth.
"What is it?"
"Try it."
It looked like a dumpling, but she knew it wasn't so she shook her head no. He put it back in the bowl then walked away leaving her on the counter top.
"What is it first?"
"Nothing."
"Safaree, it's not that serious for...."
"I'm ya husband and you act like I'm a kill you or give you something you don't like."
"Did I say that? Don't make shit a big deal when it's not."
"I'm not, get out my kitchen."
"Ass."
He let out a ha then shook his head as she walked out mumbling under her breath. Know who's making it a big deal. He shrugged and pulled the pan of dumplings out the stove. Damn, I need to get in the streets soon. He grabbed his phone and called C Boy.
"Wassup yo?"
"Nigga, Streets this weekend."
"Weekend? No days off?"
"You know how Nic is."
"Family Time?"
"No, her time."
"Damn.. Every sec?"
SB started to answer, but his phone was swiped and hung up by an angry Nic. She looked him over then leaned against the counter top with his phone in her hand.
"So you trying to spend your time in the streets?"
".. Yeah, I'm always here."
"Oh, okay well have fun in NY."
He watched her slam his phone down on the counter then walked out. Damn, I'm dead. He hurriedly grabbed the food trays and carried them into dinning area for dinner.
~~~~~~
"Why you mad? It's just two days."
"Two days is too long for you to be hanging in the streets!"
"I'm a be with my boys. You really buggin."
"The same niggas you were in the game with! Safaree you better not be running the streets again, I'm not playing!"
He shook his head at her as he packed his clothes. She popped her head into the room from the closet to see what he was doing. She watched as he went into his dresser and got four underwear.
"Why are you taking so many underwear if its just two days?"
"I always pack extra, you know this... Why you..."
"Fine, I'm not saying anything else."
"Don't be like that!"
"Be like what?"
"Like you gone let me go and then I have to pay for it when I get back."
"You will."
He sighed loudly throwing himself on the bed. He shrugged having a battle with himself about going. She straddled his lap and pecked his lips over and over.
"Get off me man."
"Stop talking."
"No, you just doing that so I don't go."
"Is that bad? That I want my husband to stay home."
"Yeah, when he's always with you!"
"Oh, okay."
"I don't say anything when you visit your girls."
"That's cause you're with me."
"That's cause you don't want me with my friends."
She crawled off his lap and looked over at him. She pouted and folded her arms cross her chest. He smiled as he sat up then pulled her between his legs.
"It's only two days."
"No more."
"No more."
"No drinking."
"What.. Alright."
He dead faced her. She smiled and pecked his lips. Well while he's here I might as well take advantage of his dick. She smiled as she unzipped his pants. SB shifted as she pulled his pants down.
"You gone miss me after this."
He smiled and helped her strip before they went for rounds of love making.
"What's up?"
"I'm moving out."
"What?"
"I can't live here anymore."
"What happen?"
"It's her, why did she take us in when she's the reason for our family being broken."
"Ma?"
"No, Nicki."
"You mean Ma. Look, she may have been the reason for mom leaving and dad leaving, but she loved us more than they did. Everything she's doing, I bet it's her way of saying sorry, ever thought of that? Anything we want, need or try she's there for us. You're just being an ass and trying to hurt her. Don't you think you've done enough?"
"Whatever, she isn't my real mother."
"Where are you going? You have no-one, but us especially Ma.."
"Especially?"
"Yes, You know Pop didn't take us in as fast as Ma and she did it with open arms and real love more than guilt if you haven't notice. She wasn't there to hurt us, Dad brought her into this."
"She stayed."
"Women love, She loved him just like you love Wendell."
"What I don't..."
"I see how you look at him plus he was your first."
She looked down at her fingers and shrugged. She felt a connection to him, but it wasn't love. If anything she like Williams annoying self more. She leaned on her knee and looked over at him as he stared towards the house.
"Why did you leave?"
"I'm grown, plus I'm ready to settle down on my own. Can't do that in the home with my family."
"You could."
He side eyed her then smirked.
"Sound like someone you don't like right now."
She smiled then shook her head. He put his hand on her knee and shook it peering into her eyes. She fought the tears as they threatened to make an exit.
"She loves you, she just wants you to be safe. She isn't out to stop you from fun, but you caused this by going somewhere YOU weren't suppose to be."
"I know, I told her I was sorry."
"Then you insulted her afterwards."
"Well she was saying I was hoeing!"
"You both were wrong, but you really hit below the belt. She took you into her heart and home and for you to be disrespecting her like this."
She looked back down then put her hands on the step and stood up. She smiled and hugged him tight. She pulled her head back and smiled at him.
"I'm glad you're my big brother. I don't know what I would do if Q was my only brother."
"You'd be dead if it was up to him."
"He's mad at me still?"
"Yeah, but he'll get over it."
"Hopefully soon."
"Why"
"I need to see Fred."
"What? Didn't.."
"I love him Cour, a lot."
"Linda don't go sneaking out to see him."
"I'm not."
"Promise?"
"Promise."
She hooked her pinky with his and they did their promise hand shake. She walked into the house and up the stairs to her parents room. She put her hand on the doorknob and braced herself before pushing it open to see her father laying between her mother's leg. They both looked at her as she stared at them.
"Am I interrupting?"
"We were just talking about you."
"Bad?"
"No."
"Then what?"
She cheered up as she walked over to them as SB sat up after rolling over on to his back. Nic looked her over then watched her sit at the foot of the bed.
"Nic."
"I don't have anything to say, I was just listening to you."
"Mommy, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I said those things to you. I was just angry because you kept asking was I having sex and stuff when I promise on my own life I haven't did anything since William. As far as Fred, he doesn't force me to have sex and a lot of times he is the one that says I need to slow down and even help me apply for more colleges. I just don't want you guys to think bad of me."
She said rambling off while staring at the floor. Nic sat up and grabbed her hand. She looked into her piercing eyes and met her stare. Unlike everyone else Linda would stare back. Nicki liked her boldness, only sometimes. Tears started falling down Linda's face as she lost control of her emotions.
"I'm sorry, I know I hurt you! I didn't mean to, I won't do it again! I won't say it again. I never meant to say that to you..."
"Linda, baby, calm down it's okay."
Nicki wiped at her face, but the tears kept coming as if they wouldn't end. She dropped to her knees in front of her and buried her face into her stomach. Nicki smiled a little at Linda finally showing that she cared enough to cry. She stroked her hair and kissed the top of head and let her get it all out.
~~~~~~
Linda rolled over and smiled facing a sleeping Nicki and Aiydan. His little curls were falling in front of his face like Macy's did when she slept wild. She stared at the side her mother's beautiful face as she began talking a loud to herself not thinking that she would be heard.
"I can't believe this lady took me into her home and loved me more than my own parents could ever. She could of had a better life without me and I treat her like shit, but she still loves me and forgives me. Kind of happy dad slept with her. She's our angel, our protector and nurturer...."
She grabbed Nic's hand held it.
"Everything I want and need she goes out her way to get, so dumb how I am. She's my everything and without her, I know I'd be nothing. Thank you Mommy."
"I love you too."
Linda smiled at her response then snuggled into her side.
~~~~~~
"Come down for dinner."
"What are we having?"
"Daddy made rice and curry chicken."
"And carrot juice."
Nicki and Macy both made the same disgusted face as they made their way down the stairs. Linda was setting up the table and watching Aiydan drink out of his bottle. Nicki rubbed at her boobs. I'm going to get him that formula stuff cause that breast milk pump hurts my tits. She sat down in the chair next to Linda and watched him in his high chair push around the peas then mash two of them in his hands. He smirked up at her then pushed them in his mouth. Such a smart ass.
"Nicki come here."
"What Safaree."
He didn't say anything, so she got up and stalked to the kitchen. When she stepped into there, he grabbed her waist and placed her on the counter top near the stove. She watched him dip a spoon in a bowl then raised it to her mouth.
"What is it?"
"Try it."
It looked like a dumpling, but she knew it wasn't so she shook her head no. He put it back in the bowl then walked away leaving her on the counter top.
"What is it first?"
"Nothing."
"Safaree, it's not that serious for...."
"I'm ya husband and you act like I'm a kill you or give you something you don't like."
"Did I say that? Don't make shit a big deal when it's not."
"I'm not, get out my kitchen."
"Ass."
He let out a ha then shook his head as she walked out mumbling under her breath. Know who's making it a big deal. He shrugged and pulled the pan of dumplings out the stove. Damn, I need to get in the streets soon. He grabbed his phone and called C Boy.
"Wassup yo?"
"Nigga, Streets this weekend."
"Weekend? No days off?"
"You know how Nic is."
"Family Time?"
"No, her time."
"Damn.. Every sec?"
SB started to answer, but his phone was swiped and hung up by an angry Nic. She looked him over then leaned against the counter top with his phone in her hand.
"So you trying to spend your time in the streets?"
".. Yeah, I'm always here."
"Oh, okay well have fun in NY."
He watched her slam his phone down on the counter then walked out. Damn, I'm dead. He hurriedly grabbed the food trays and carried them into dinning area for dinner.
~~~~~~
"Why you mad? It's just two days."
"Two days is too long for you to be hanging in the streets!"
"I'm a be with my boys. You really buggin."
"The same niggas you were in the game with! Safaree you better not be running the streets again, I'm not playing!"
He shook his head at her as he packed his clothes. She popped her head into the room from the closet to see what he was doing. She watched as he went into his dresser and got four underwear.
"Why are you taking so many underwear if its just two days?"
"I always pack extra, you know this... Why you..."
"Fine, I'm not saying anything else."
"Don't be like that!"
"Be like what?"
"Like you gone let me go and then I have to pay for it when I get back."
"You will."
He sighed loudly throwing himself on the bed. He shrugged having a battle with himself about going. She straddled his lap and pecked his lips over and over.
"Get off me man."
"Stop talking."
"No, you just doing that so I don't go."
"Is that bad? That I want my husband to stay home."
"Yeah, when he's always with you!"
"Oh, okay."
"I don't say anything when you visit your girls."
"That's cause you're with me."
"That's cause you don't want me with my friends."
She crawled off his lap and looked over at him. She pouted and folded her arms cross her chest. He smiled as he sat up then pulled her between his legs.
"It's only two days."
"No more."
"No more."
"No drinking."
"What.. Alright."
He dead faced her. She smiled and pecked his lips. Well while he's here I might as well take advantage of his dick. She smiled as she unzipped his pants. SB shifted as she pulled his pants down.
"You gone miss me after this."
He smiled and helped her strip before they went for rounds of love making.
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